January 26, 2022
I Regret Getting the COVID Vaccine
By
Jamaica Plain
When the COVID vaccines received their Emergency Use Authorization in December 2020, I was glad my elderly parents could finally emerge from their home quarantine. Many of my same-age friends had been long awaiting their turn to get the jab. Personally, I felt no urgency.
In California, first vaccine priority was given to front-line health care workers (HCW) and nursing home residents — and I observed from the sidelines the rollout process with line-jumping. Walgreens pharmacy staff administered vaccines to staff and residents at nursing homes while hospitals were allocated vaccines to distribute to their HCWs. On the first day of vaccine distribution,
Stanford Hospital medical residents protested being left out of the initial allotment of 5,000 doses.
Based on priority, a young internist on active hospital staff became vaccine-eligible in mid-December, an elderly community physician (courtesy staff) in mid-January. A few days later, vaccines were made available to the 75+ general public. Hospital translators and billing personnel who hadn't stepped into the hospital for ten months could get vaccinated prior to the elderly. With vaccine clinic appointments quickly snatched up in wealthy neighborhoods, wealthy residents
drove several hours to access shots in other neighborhoods where demand was lower.
Teachers in wealthy Los Gatos line-jumped to get shots at a nearby hospital after providing 3,500 meals for hospital staff. A few weeks later
teachers line-jumped the 65+ group by demanding vaccines as another condition prior to returning to the classroom. As the parents revolted against distance learning in January my local school board's promise to reopen in February got pushed back to mid-April to allow each teacher to be fully-vaccinated. In one weekend, vaccine distribution sites gave first priority to any K-12 teacher so any teacher wanting a vaccine could get vaccinated that weekend.
Many in my family and workplace pressed me to get the vaccine, but I persisted in not preceding my 80+ parents in the queue. In any case, I had been working steadily through the pandemic so the arrival of the vaccines wasn't a "magic bullet" for me. Other than those jumping the queue, many agreed that those at the highest risk of hospitalization and death should be prioritized to be offered the vaccine first. After all, COVID deaths would fall if the elderly were vaccinated first. Whether the vaccine provides a public or private benefit continues to engage debate.
Some family members pushed the public benefit from my taking the vaccine, while I contend that the private benefit of any elderly personally gaining 95% protection supersedes an unlikely transmission event arising from healthy me. Scientific studies confirm that asymptomatic spread of respiratory infections is rare — a
JAMA meta-analysis of 78,000 people in households measures an asymptomatic index case transmission rate of 0.7% compared with a symptomatic transmission rate of 18%. In the
10-million-resident Wuhan study, they found 300 asymptomatic cases (0.3%), and no re-infections of their close contacts. When others fall ill, I almost never get sick, so I'm unlikely to transmit.
After my parents got vaccinated, I followed. Within five hours of my shot, I had a severe headache and was unable to multitask. I retired to bed early, and the next morning, every joint was achy and stiff, making me wonder if this is how I'd feel at age 100. My headache persisted along with difficulty concentrating. For the next six weeks, I was fatigued, with my body wanting to sleep at 6 rather than 9 P.M. When the 28-day mark passed, my brain was still processing slower, and I wondered if I'd ever return to my usual self. My antibody test was positive, and I wasn't planning another shot.
Three weeks later, the employee health department was liquidating its vaccine inventory from lack of demand. Meanwhile, local pharmacies couldn't maintain supply. The unremitting fatigue had finally lifted, so I went to request a booster dose and left with my second jab.
This time, I developed a fever within an hour of the jab and went to bed at 5 P.M. Around midnight, my husband found me burning hot with fever and shaking uncontrollably, so he woke me to give me ibuprofen. By the next morning, I was fine. However, a few months later, I developed a tingling pain in my back that ran from my shoulders to my hips that recurs when I overheat. Although I didn't initially attribute this to the vaccine, my symptoms match the prickling, burning pain described post-vaccine. Every day when I run or lift weights, I get this pain, and I'm reminded. I regret getting the vaccine.
When the FDA approved the EUA vaccines for children 12–15 and 5–11 years old, the vaccines became neither "safe" nor "effective." By authorizing a shot that may temporarily reduce mild or asymptomatic infections while causing medical harm (myocarditis or stroke), the shots became unsafe. With the risk of COVID infection lower than the risk of influenza to children, no emergency exists that requires expedited approval. Since vaccine efficacy wanes and doesn't block transmission, giving a vaccine provides a private benefit without any public benefit. Forcing a shot to someone at no risk (a child) to protect someone else is wrong, but mandating a shot that doesn't protect produces false security.
By ignoring natural immunity, public health is anti-science. By authorizing shots and boosters for 12- to 17-year-olds without clinical data or toxicity studies, public health loses public trust.
Strangely, once the fearful got vaccinated, the vaccine supply exceeded demand. The state initially pushed vaccines by offering bribes and then by coercion.
While most who survived the jab without disability would probably encourage others to get vaccinated, the coercion tactics, censorship of harms, and outright lies increased my vaccine remorse. I refused to frequent venues that promoted open discrimination against the unvaccinated. When proof of vaccination was requested, I wouldn't divulge my vax status, whether as a public school volunteer or attendee for a fancy dinner or play. I spoke against segregation, denial of natural immunity, and false security — and occasionally, the vax requirement was waived. If everyone would decline to let America divide us into two classes of citizens, mandates could not be imposed.
The booster is now being mandated for
hundreds of college students and
HCWs everywhere. An existing exemption will prevail, but no new exemptions are being accepted. Following the prevailing dogma has replaced
critical thinking — vaccinated students are locked out of their college experience, and hospitals are firing staff who are staying home with a mild cold and positive test for refusing the booster.
I've personally experienced and seen serious side-effects from the vaccine. I've had prolonged exposure to symptomatic, infected COVID individuals without developing any symptoms. I've seen the truth about the vaccine, and I cannot unsee it. My job may be on the line, but I will not succumb.
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