Icefighter49
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- Joined
- Jul 7, 2024
Truly, nothing goes along with an increasing descent into madness quite like TNO. It's always rewriting its own backstory, and Rudy's mind, if he really is schizophrenic, is potentially rewriting his life to insert all these awful things that happened to him. Honestly, and I never thought I'd say something like this, I'd greatly prefer it if all the raped-repeatedly and mom-tried-to-drown-me shit is a result of him developing(or I guess more like having the dormant genes activated for) schizophrenia from the drug use, because as fucked up as that is it's still less of a nightmare to deal with than if he actually was raped as a kid. In many(though sadly not all, of course) cases you can more or less force a schizophrenic mind into functioning with a certain degree of normality with meds, but there's no such option for trauma other than the equivalent of cold medicine that only treats symptoms; you can go on a fast-acting downer to handle panic attacks, but you need to slog through therapy to actually tackle them, and sometimes you'll just be stuck with certain reactions or triggers for life.Every time he talks about Russia. He mentions that he believes Russia will sooncollapse into bunch of Warlord states.
And it was TNO that popularised idea of Warlord Russia in pdx fanbase.
Of course, all of this is only relevant in a scenario where he actually seeks treatment, which would necessitate him realizing that he has a problem, which in turn would necessitate him admitting that he made a poor choice in starting to use drugs, and Rudyard is incapable of such things. Rudyard is above you, his genes are better than yours, he's on a mission from God. Any mistakes he made are akshually part of his genius plan to save humanity, so why should he need to fix anything?