Hi, I read the rules and I don't think this violates anything, but if it does I apologize. Simply put, I am a young trans person in Kansas and for some fucking reason, I have been summoned for jury duty. My parents are nearing 50 and have never served on a jury, so I have no idea how I got picked. It starts at 8 am and lunch break isn't until 12, and then it goes from 1 to 5 pm. I am worried I might have to use the bathroom within that timeframe. I am already planning not to drink anything at all and use the bathroom in my house right before I leave, but I'm still beyond terrified. The government and legal system terrifies me so much and I want nothing to do with it. I can't move out of this shithole because I am an extremely poor college student, like frequently-has-to-visit-the-food-bank poor. I'm in my last semester of college but honestly there is so little opportunity here I am extremely pessimistic about ever having the money. Do you have any advice? Can I leave the courthouse to use the bathroom? I hate how uncertain this all is and I'm scared I'm putting myself in danger by even posting this. Fuck.