Necrosan
kiwifarms.net
- Joined
- May 15, 2024
Link
I started medically transitioning again January 2023 after something like 4 years of detransitioning due to how afraid I was.
And things seem like they've gone to shit. My family don't accept me. The relationship I thought I would have had now is gone because I've lost all sexual desire. I've had to leave my Masters because I couldn't cope with the stress and anxiety of navigating all this as well as full-time study. I've lost so much weight from the stress of it all.
On the bright side, I got a retail job offer this week (gotta re--start somewhere) and I've a local trans community group that I'm a recurring feature of. Maybe it's not all bad?
I'm just feeling so lost. It feels like I've oh so gradually gone off the rails. I just wish I could know if things will settle down at some point or if I'm now trapped in a terminal decline. I'm 27, but I feel like I've absolutely fucked my life and can't see a way to success or happiness.
Can someone offer any advice? Or share their story?
I started medically transitioning again January 2023 after something like 4 years of detransitioning due to how afraid I was.
And things seem like they've gone to shit. My family don't accept me. The relationship I thought I would have had now is gone because I've lost all sexual desire. I've had to leave my Masters because I couldn't cope with the stress and anxiety of navigating all this as well as full-time study. I've lost so much weight from the stress of it all.
On the bright side, I got a retail job offer this week (gotta re--start somewhere) and I've a local trans community group that I'm a recurring feature of. Maybe it's not all bad?
I'm just feeling so lost. It feels like I've oh so gradually gone off the rails. I just wish I could know if things will settle down at some point or if I'm now trapped in a terminal decline. I'm 27, but I feel like I've absolutely fucked my life and can't see a way to success or happiness.
Can someone offer any advice? Or share their story?

