i get gendered female irl like 90-95% of the time, i get frequently hit on, and in boymode people began thinking im a lot younger and commenting on how soft my features are. i think the difference is due to facial expression (im stone faced in one pic and smiling in the other) + weight loss more than anything else??
but now somebody said that about my jawline (and somebody else said hrt hasnt done anything to me) im spiralling hard and thinking people are being nice to me out of pity ._. i have the pic up still on my profile but im now hyper scrutinising my face, i liked that pic too

i know i have a sharp jawline and square chin but ive been told there are lots of cis women with similar features idk what to believe anymore