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- Feb 8, 2025
in all honesty?Excellent use of the word comeuppance. Old dude approved.
But you keep touching the hot stove on purpose. You were doing pretty good when you were going to 'class' and taking your pills consistently, you were putting in the work and the gains were noticable.
But then class ended and you threw yourself off the deep end when you know you can't swim.
So....why did you stop taking your pills?
'It's fun' is a stupid answer, just to head you off at the pass.
at first it was just me forgetting to take them
theyre hard to take consistently
then i felt actually alive for a while and it felt like i was enjoying things and having fun again
then i fell back into mania without realizing it until later
i didnt care until someone pushed me to go back on my meds and when i did i finally had clarity again
i feel more clear on my meds but more depressed and empty if that makes sense?
i tried for a while to get better but i dont have much of a support system thats consistently there