So smoking a legal herb is depravity to you?! Fuck all the way off! If all of you people want to live as straight-edges, that's fine. I don't judge you, but don't tell me what to do.
My first priority here is finding a place to live and get my affairs in order. Then I will quit cigarettes. I only started to smoke them when I was with Tarl, so that should be easy to quit. But I'm not going to quit them right now. Telling someone that their number one priority when they are unhoused, having just experienced a traumatic event is tone deaf and retarded.
It's like saying "hey Jim, I know your mother just died and you have to clear out her home and settle her estate, but that shouldn't be your main priority. You need to quit smoking the free weed that you got from the backyard, Jimmy!"
If I did not pay any money for it, why do you want me to stop smoking it? If I want to stay in a state where it is virtually free why is that wrong? Are all substances wrong to you? Is anyone allowed to smoke weed in your twisted, cruel mind without being judged? Do you judge alcohol as harshly? What about caffeine addicts? Are they free from your judgment? Surely you judge people who use cannabis, ketamine, and psilocybin medically? What about all the cancer patients? Are they allowed to smoke weed? Do you judge my medical ID card invalid? I had one in Maryland.
I give up defending myself. This is the last I will write on it. If you want to judge me because I smoke weed, that's fine. I can't change your mind.