I was born to a mother who was pregnant with me at 19, gave birth to me at 20. A paternity test in the early 90s showed he wasnt my father (notoriously incorrect paternity tests as DNA testing was not 100% accurate then!). After getting impregnated by another man with my sibling who also didn't know their father the majority of their childhood, My mother met a man who beat the living shit out of me at age 2.5 and caused me to repeatedly pass out and dissociate from hyperventilation and pain. She then gave that man her hand in marriage and 2 children; a daughter and a son. After less than a year of my youngest sibling being born, my mom was cheating on her husband. My sister and I (who didnt know their dad's) just got a one-way ticket to being neglected emotionally, medically, and with food, abused physically, while we were told our mother was a no-good drunken cheating whore and alienated from her for the next 6 years until that guy got remarried and his wife convinced to let us live with our mother, who had also remarried to a pothead "gangster" POS who was 10 years older than me. After 6 years of being forced to take the Maxx amount of Adderall (because mom's 1st husband was drugging the fuck out of me and taking it away on the weekends, creating a horrible vicious hormonal cycle that he would use against me to punish me, beat me, etc.)
None of this matters because you dont care. I didn't cheat on my husband because I SAW FIRST HAND WHAT MEN DO WHEN THEY GET UPSET. They think they are validated in ruining the lives of the mother of their kids, and in turn, their children's lives. In reality, they are a bunch of small-dicked fragile ego bitches that can't handle life and will take their pain and frustration out on children. Funny how you all accuse me of doing the same thing without any evidence.
