New suicide date dropped! 1/25/26
Tarl's next appearance in court is Monday the 26th. He has not talked to any lawyers about this and he won't acknowledge it because he says he will be dead before then. He is also entertaining the idea of going away to hide with another girlfriend in Ohio.
I do not think that is going to happen. I believe I will drive him to court and and he will be set up with a public defender. The last time Tarl was in court, his [public defender] counsel told him that he smelled like alcohol and he found it hilarious. I said, "yeah, most alkies will spray body spray/cologne & chew some gum!" He doesn't care!
Someone brought up the color of Tarl's urine, and that is one of the reasons why I do not believe he's in danger of imminent death. It is not even brown, it is just a little dark yellow because he's not very well hydrated. Tarl still believes that he's dying, despite me trying to explain to him that people can live with alcoholism for a long time. I know that there are signs, but he's not even turning yellow, as some people have pointed out is a sign of liver failure.
I am happy he is making videos today! I am doing my best to take care of the bpd princess pirate.