Mick;
Tard chooses unconditional love. Dylan does not.
Tard chooses to finance those he loves and cares about, even when the relationship is on the skids or ended. Dylan does not, even when court ordered to.
Tard chooses to work every single day, taking at most 1 day off a month, and still posts online. Dylan does not.
Dylan chooses to slam his ex wife as mentally ill and batshit. Tard does not.
Dylan chooses to be on food stamps and other government assistance. Tard does not.
Dylan chooses to rap poorly and play wrestling video games as his claim to fame, while piggybacking off of Tarl's success and my failures in a very pathetic attempt to clout chase. Tard just...exists.
And then I'm here for no fucking reason. What a waste.
Why is it that men can enter into oral and written contracts with women, and then back out of them any time with no consequences.
I said "if im going to give you children, I want a home to raise them in because I refuse to have my children face housing instability the way I did; I'm trying to heal generational trauma, not reinforce it. Next time, I will abort my child unless there is money in my hand. Clearly love and promises mean absolutely fuck all, so don't be mad when I stop doling it out freely and begin breaking every promise I made to the people who backed out of said oral agreements.
Yes, bad shit has happened to me. No I will not shut up about it, in fact, I will get louder and louder until I am given back what I was promised, paid what I am owed, or you all die. If you don't like it, too. Fucking. Bad. Bitch.
Tarl's love is extremely conditional, as you yourself discovered when he whipped a phone at your face.
Maybe you were cheating, maybe you weren't, fighting you in any form beyond taunting you online is falling right into your BPD tarpit. Tarl loves catharsis and drama, he loves using language because his actions rarely meet the threshold the words set. Tarl drunkenly waved a gun in your face and it unintentionally went off and could have very well killed you, and you give that a pass (verbally only, you did have him arrested for it, which is the correct action). Tarl also made promises to care for you, and yet here you are, single, destitute, behind on rent and bills, unemployed, and replaced by Nikki. Womp womp.
You give Tarl the doubt because you know your claws are still in him.
Dylan is evil because he kicked you to the curb, showed the court that you're an abusive partner and mother, and severed the cord for the most part. This infuriates you, because every BPD woman on the planet feels that any pain (real or imagined) should be returned to sender tenfold. Ignoring you or grey rocking you robs you of this option and you have no idea what to do with all this rage and pain. So you tell anyone who will listen that Dylan abused you, stole you kids, made you work a part time job to pay the bills, reneged on his supposed ironclad agreement that if you make his babies you are guarenteed a house with no mortgage or property taxes or bills,and worst of all, defaulted on his verbal contract of in sickness and in health til death do us part (despite it being okay that you cheated, you picked and chose when you wanted to be a wife and mother, and you made it clear that if your husband and kids are ill you want no part of them).
All of your complaints about your (not ex, you aren't divorced and refuse to go through with it because you feel its Dylan's job to do your part for you) husband are just projections.
You can either be a self empowered, driven, capable woman that doesn't need anything from anyone as you claim to be. Or you can be an uWu smol bean who just gets abused by everyone, even your infant, and cannot survive on her own because you never had a daddy and your mommy was mean so please give me everything with no strings
You are indistinguishable from every other BPD woman that refuses to acknowledge that she sucks and the world is the one who has to change to accommodate you.
