Postpartum depression can be recognized for what it is. My words in those messages do not accurately communicate what I was feeling; which was frustration at a lack of support, love, and control in my life and marriage. I am not a black hole just because you can't provide for me. I don't shop at malls or sephora or want to take luxurious trips all the time I like thrift stores, Walmart clothes, and road trips to museums and art exhibits.
Tarl said he loved me but he's fucking a turkeytoad bug eating woman. Its crazy, I'll have to call this chapter of my life "Run"