I was NOT proven to be a danger to my children.
You all came to conclusions based on screenshots of messages from when I was struggling with Postpartum Depression. Do you know why I was struggling? Because it righteously pisses me off to know that at 2 years old a grown man believed I was deserving of being beaten with a belt to the point of hyperventilating and passing out repeatedly in my mothers arms. I remember these moments of my childhood vividly; SORRY I DIDN'T DISSOCIATE like a normal fucking human was supposed to. I struggle to understand why everyone says I'm deserving of being beaten as a small child, I am not allowed to struggle with knowing hitting small children IS WRONG but I was hit as a small child by a man who never lost custody of me despite NOT BEING MY FUCKIN FATHER and I have to hear my own children tell me about their father hitting them? MEANWHILE everyone and their ugly fuckin grandma says the family court system heavily favors the mother when my lived experience has been literally everything but that.
I'm just batshit crazy, right? Im just. Bat. Shit. Crazy.