I’m not interested in drama. There are fat guys and old YouTubers (peace be upon them) who fill the barrow with drama for you, and I’m not one of them; though they serve a purpose, and I love them as much as anyone. And I love everyone, or else I wouldn’t get involved in this. One of you reached out to me on fb, and I read the thread tonight and so I’ve come to turn on the light.
If you have read the dms or watched any of my videos, you know that all I talk about is patience, forgiveness, grace and the way to peace. This is a testimony about the power of truth and lies, and some of my history is necessary to contextualize my involvement in the Tarl and Samantha situation. You will see that it has nothing to do with me and everything to do with you. I was made a witness to psyops for half my life, and my witness to Tarl was the que to put my lamp on the table.
I was trans for five years (18-23) and on HRT for two months before I panicked because my stomach got fat, so I reviewed my life from my earliest memories and recognized a pattern of humiliation and trauma. I was angry and resolved to know “who did this to me”.
At the time Jim was getting big as we watched the explosion of SJW culture, and although I was not a SJW, they fought on behalf of my delusion, so I sought the origin of SJWs and it lead me to the Frankfurt School. At this time Trump was running against Hillary and David Duke was running for senate. First I recognized that the media was lying about Trump, then that they lied about Duke, and I soon became aware of the JQ. Before long I entered into organized white nationalism/Naziism for five years.
I performed at the second NJP conference and lead the local Mannerbund lodge. I was a voice in the recording of We’ll Have Our Home Again; immediately after it was recorded, we recorded my performance of an original song called As Our Fathers which is on Master Race Frankenstein Radio along with the songs I performed at the NJP conference and Mania 2021 and others. I disavow these songs and I share them to give credit to my witness of the internal nature of organized WN in America, which is a psyop; it is Zionism with amnesia. Even Hitler and his Nazis were a sophisticated psyop. His wife was a “Jew”, and Nasi is the title of the prince of the Sanhedrin. Follow @ Master Race Frankenstein Radio if you want to hear more about it.
I became an alcoholic and relapsed cross-dressing after overcoming the erotic compulsion for 5 years, though I had grown into an exemplary father and a leader of men, and I admitted my struggle to the tribune. A year prior I was on my knees with my eyes closed in front of Nam, Kieberoth and Coulter, bitchslapped one really good time by a heavy hand and told that was the last time I’d ever suffer alone. Then I was brought to my feet and declared their brother. Hypocrites! I backed out of “the movement” as my life fell apart. More on that another time. I was known as Caligula. If anyone wants to come on MRFR to put their lamp on the table please reach out. Don’t be shy, Thomas.
A year later, at my lowest, I read the Confraternity version of the New Testament and I was surprised that everything I had heard about Jesus throughout my life was deception. I went to pastors and a priest to discuss it, and they told me not to believe my lying eyes, and that I cannot have understanding being new to Christ. However, by eating the words in the book and fasting for 4 days, I was renewed; I learned to sacrifice myself for others and I got over my fear and my compulsions. I stopped living for myself and lived to serve.
In 2022 the mother of my sons left me, using fabrication and manipulation to take them, and Samantha who had been a dear friend since high school bought it and stopped talking to me. She came back into my life just four weeks before the incident with Tarl in New Orleans. My ex said she had been low, and I encouraged her to have Sam reach out. She did. She had suffered much in the same way I did when she turned her back on me. I comforted her and tried to guide her as she wavered and wanted something different every day.
I preached the gospel (“good news”, turn from self-indulgence and become transformed by the renewal of your mind) and she in turn would call herself God as she lauded Jesus Christ as an incarnation of Satan. Do I have it wrong, Sam? What do you say? How well have your feelings served you?
She consulted me when Tarl asked her to come on stream. I don’t like to type much so I use voice recordings, and she had informed me that Tarl hears everything I say to her. I told her to go on and proposed that she would edify it if it were thoughtfully done.
Needless to say I was shocked when I saw it. She was as low as I had been and riddled with fear and confusion (dead in sin). Pretty much every word I would say to Samantha was to turn from selfishness (repent) and that her fear would leave her, and she would have peace renewed understanding (resurrection). She often said disturbing things, conflating God (Logos, root of logic) with Satan (the selfish body), and I continued trying to soften her heart with patience and grace. Samantha joined my virtual Bible study one day, 4 weeks before they came to NO, and Tarl joined her.
I had been excited about the prospect of talking to Tarl because, say what you will, he is a very thoughtful man with much knowledge. Granted he cannot sort between truth and lies, he is thoughtful, and thoughtful people interest me. I was going to talk about Jonah & the fish, the sign of Jonah, that Jonah is the father of John whom Jesus loved, what it means that Jonah is Hebrew for dove, and give a Proto-Sinatic Hebrew-rooted exegesis of this scripture (you’ll suffer until you sacrifice yourself/do what is right) but instead I took opportunity to discover Tarl’s understanding of scripture.
I said to him, “I don’t know how familiar you are with the New Testament, though is there a part of it that jumps out at you as particularly important?” He answered, “Well, I have read it multiple times actually,” and he said something else, and I had to ask again, “Is there a thing in it that you find especially important or interesting?” I was being sensitive to the possibility that he was lying because I did not want to embarrass him. I wanted to be his friend, and I hoped for the opportunity to publicly discuss the scripture with him, and get the good news to all of you and his audience. He said, “John 3:16”.
I waited for him to say more though he didn’t. I recited John 3:16 and asked him, “What interests you about that passage?”
An aside: by this time, I had discovered in the past year and a half that nearly every church of any denomination is lead by a rabbi (though they’re called pastors or priests); I learned written Hebrew, Phoenician, Greek, Gothic and Aramaic (the written word is different than the spoken word, though I learned enough grammar to recognize trends between languages) and I began to translate Genesis myself.
I found the gospel of Jesus Christ recorded in sequence in the 23 Proto-Sinatic Hebrew glyphs, and naturally when I started translating Genesis it was all about the death and resurrection of Jesus Christ; that is, self-indulgence kills the mind, self sacrifice restores it. I discovered Proto-Sinatic Hebrew is “the Word, the Christ” and that “Modern Hebrew” is not Hebrew but Aramaic, and is the tomb of Joseph of Arimathea that Jesus was buried in. Because my mind was resurrected, I recognized that the scripture is entirely symbolic, the product of magic aka witchcraft (which is deceit and manipulation) and I knew that Tarl knows this as well, and I was excited to hear him speak on it.
I asked him, “What is the esoteric meaning of it?” He was very slow to respond, so I said it: The people called Israel—in particular their last whole remnant, the Jews, known in the fossil record as Cro Magnon—were the last people on earth who were not demoralized; called “dead”, “asleep“, “blind” and “in darkness” and other things in the Hebrew scripture. Moses leading Israel out of Egypt and through the desert to the river Jordan, and the Son of Nun (literally “son of the son”, “to save”, “to continue” aka Osee, Hosea or Joshua, whose name in Greek is Jesus) leading them across the water without getting wet is symbolic of passing from mindless and afraid, through the struggle to repent or turn from self-indulgence, into having peace and understanding. It is the creation of livings souls from clay, and the death and resurrection of Jesus Christ. All cipher implemented by rabbis by an Aramaic interpretation of the hidden Hebrew text.
There were others, called man, that had been created by Jesus Christ (gods, Psalm 82), who created all things for himself (himself being the original logical people united as one body, aka Elohim, the creators of all things, who have always been, John 1 & 1 Corinthians 12). The sons of God desired the daughters of men, they knew each other, and their first generation is the second temple. In other words, man laid with woman, who tempted him, for she had been tempted and tricked by the serpent (consider these symbolically and understand them; eat the bread), they became mindless (that is, the breath of God—understanding—left them, for they were given to pleasure) as they were lead by their pride and lust to sleep with foreign women. Consequently their progeny were reduced in stature and understanding, and their memories of God and their ancestors were replaced with propaganda and standardized pop culture. See the Book of Malachi, the last book of the Old Testament.
They were guided to this point by their subverted priesthood, and enslaved in the oral Torah (the deliberate false interpretation of scripture according to the Aramaic alphabet which is called “Modern Hebrew block script” instead of Proto-Sinatic Hebrew, which is a linear map to acquiring strength and understanding, aka baptism by the Holy Spirit and entering the body of Jesus Christ). We are the children of Israel and Gentiles, and we are enslaved to this day in Babylon; enslaved by culture, money, politics and all other things that divide us.
The genetic assimilation of our Jewish ancestors with our Gentile ancestors—which is the total loss of the last pure bloodline of God—is symbolized in the marriage of King Solomon marrying 700 Gentile princess and 300 Gentile concubines. This event is revealed (veiled again) in the symbol of Jesus Christ (called in Genesis 1:1 ברא), King of the Jews, whose kingdom “is not of this world”, sacrificing himself for the good of all man; the abominations of Israel and especially the Jews therefore being the redemption of the Gentiles, for all people on earth now possess a sprinkling of their blood, bringing all of the Gentiles into the body of Jesus Christ; that is, into Israel, whose body are Jacob’s whole lineage, even as we are all one body, Jesus Christ, because we have all received the blood of the Jews, and have access to peace and logic that our selfish hearts struggle with (thus we are called Israel).
Therefore, as the scripture says, a Jew is one who is baptized in the heart; and because anyone may choose baptism of the heart, which is repentance, there is no longer Jew nor Gentile. And because that is so, the Lord says in Revelation 3:9, “Behold, I will make them of the synagogue of Satan, which say they are Jews, and are not, but do lie; behold, I will make them to come and worship before your feet, and to know that I have loved you.” That is the esoteric meaning of John 3:16.
I was terse with Tarl and Sam; I have here included parenthetical information for you who are interested in understanding scripture. Tarl told me he doesn’t agree with telling people the truth. I asked him why, and he said because they cannot handle the truth. Sam added “Don’t cast pearls before swine”. I countered that if everyone knew the truth, we would all be better for it; if all people denied themselves for one another, we’d all be saved from our fear and pain. Tarl said truth should be reserved for those who are initiated. We bickered about this briefly. He and I agree that truth is esoteric—known secretly by few—and that the outward appearance of things, the exoteric, is a simulation put together by cooperating liars. Where we differ is that I say people should be free in the truth, and he says that people are generally not worthy of the truth nor capable of bearing it.
We talked for an hour and he said at the end, “We’re gonna get along great”. It was a fun and hopeful meeting for me. Three weeks later Sam told me they’re coming to visit. I offered to organize a party for her with her friends. It was her first time home in close to a decade. She was excited. She asked if Tarl could bring a couple of his friends from New Orleans. I had concluded from our conversation at Bible study that he is possibly a fed and certainly a psyop, and I told her I didn’t want people I haven’t met in my house.
After that, he changed his attitude toward me. He told Sam I creeped him out. I image it’s very creepy to live and eat in darkness, and then meet a man who can see you. He changed his mind, and told her he is not comfortable coming to my house an hour away from New Orleans. My truck was not safe to drive so far, so Sam pressed him to accommodate my sons and me. He bought us an Uber to the hotel and we caught a streetcar to get turtle soup and walk city park. We talked a lot and had a great time. My youngest son gifted him Spanish moss and they conversed. The boys’ mom brought them home from there. The three of us sought the grave of Marie Laveau—he wanted to lay yellow roses and a bottle of whiskey or wine there—but it closed before we did, then we went to the hotel.
At the hotel he drank a bottle of whiskey. One of Sam’s family members showed, and we smoked and talked and sang songs on the balcony. When he finished the first bottle, he sought a second. I suggested he consider stopping, and he answered “I just want to have fun”. I think the second bottle was wine. I didn’t drink, and I smoked very little.
I enjoyed his singing. Sam went to the lobby with her other guest and Tarl and I talked. He asked me to be a guest on his podcast and I agreed to. By the time he was two bottles and some bong rips in, we moved back inside. He mentioned politics, and I answered that politics are fake; both sides are liars and hypocrites who secretly work together to manifest a desired outcome, which is the covert slavery of the whole uninitiated population. He agreed. I found that very interesting given that his career is founded upon reporting politics and getting people invested in the democratic system. He is essentially a rabbi or a Catholic priest.
As he sat on the floor by the coffee table, he remarked that I must be some sort of genius. “And your sons”, he added, and he went on about how clever they are. I asked him, What is a genius, really? And I offered him Mark 8:36: There are many people with sophisticated brains that have much potential, who acquire much data; but how smart is a man, though he has all the data on earth, who is too demoralized to distinguish truth from lies?
He said he had never thought about it like that. My intention this whole time was to soften his heart with grace, and encourage him to speak the truth. I told him I had been trans, I told him I had been a Nazi, I told him I caught many church leaders in lies and that I learned written Hebrew and knew the truth. I had gifted Sam and him a handsome Douey-Rheims Bible and a codex I made l transliterating Hebrew, Phoenician, Greek, Gothic and Latin, so that he may translate the scripture himself and reconcile it to the Norse, Greek and others mythologies.
I was inviting him into the light. It seemed a success because he agreed to come on Master Race Frankenstein Radio, and invited me to come on his show. Eventually he fell asleep sitting on the floor with his head up and a slack jaw. I couldn’t wake him to thank him and shake his hand, so I wrote him a note on a paper towel, took my gift of Clankers coffee that they couldn’t brew and took the Uber that he bought me back home.
That’s the end of my interactions with Tarl. To clarify, there were two meetings separated by four weeks in three parts: virtual Bible study when he talked much of initiations, then rapport at the park and getting to know each other at the hotel.
I had actually made the Master Race Frankenstein Radio channel after the Bible study, anticipating he would grant me an interview. Anyway the next evening I got a voicemail from Sam that I edited into the intro of my video What the heck is going on here? referring to my content. Btw, I wasn’t planning on publishing the media she sent me until he was out of jail and started lying his ass off.
Here is a transcription: Sam whimpers, whispering “Jules…”, then Tarl is heard in the background calmly saying “Your brother is pretty cool. Your sister is pretty cool, too… but—and your other friend, the religious one…” then it ended. My video John 8 - Hurricane (Band of Heathens Cover) contains the majority of our conversation from then to the point where she discovered the leak and tried to scare me.
I hoped he would come on my show when he got out of jail. I messaged him on X and told him he has a friend in me, to reach out to me if he wants to talk, and I gave him my cell number. I hoped for a different outcome... Be careful who you give your phone number to. He did not respond directly when he got out, though I’ve been getting phone calls from all over the country multiple times a day since then.
When I saw the first video he posted, I was appalled to hear him call the charge spurious. I didn’t expect him to lie his way through the whole thing. Idk why I was surprised given that he admitted truth only belongs to initiates. Welcome now, brothers and sisters. You are initiated if you understand what I’ve told you. Amen, my initiation is in the order of Melchizedek and his is of Aaron. Sam had told me she only sent the booking info to The Quartering, so I deduced that The Quartering leaked his booking info. Assuming she told me the truth—and I believe her—the aftermath was a simulation. He said there was a group of people responsible for getting the info to Jeremy, though it was just Sam and whoever received her email at The Quartering.
When I saw that he was going to lie his way through it (have you heard that a lie can be big enough that everyone believes it?) I made a couple of videos with my sons about the situation, trying not to be too on the nose. We made videos earlier last year discussing scripture where they present its symbolic meaning and logically explain it using the Hebrew alefbet. I taught them, my oldest mainly, the Hebrew, Phonecian, Gothic and Greek alphabets. I had my children present these things to demonstrate that they are not complex like the rabbis in the synagogues and their brothers in the churches and in academia say they are. Hebrew and scripture are simple; logic is simple, so I raised up my sons as proof of it.
I did not “tell them what to say”, I had been teaching them scripture and alphabets all year. I taught them to analyze data and rhetoric (aka ask questions without bias) and only accept what is logical. What you see in those videos are their own logical deductions. They’re essentially videos on how to think. The point is that even children can recognize truth and lies, so be at least as considerate as my adolescent sons if you’re going to assert anything.
Then I started leaking clips in the intros and outros of some videos I made about my witness to psyops. I didn’t want to be too overt, I was seeing how far Tarl would take the lie. The day after I posted the media Samantha sent me, the mother of my sons called me in a panic and said that we are being doxxed on KiwiFarms. She feared for our sons. I made the videos private in the interest of soothing her, knowing someone would have captured them (privating them had nothing to do with Tarl lol, he’s smooth though ain’t he?) A friend of MorganJ captured clips from Sam before I privated it, and she covered them well, including a couple of furious comments Sam left in an effort to scare me. They were fabrications. She continued to harass me with vulgarity in the comments of my videos with a sock account.
I was surprised that she seemed to turn into Tarl when she discovered the leak, although it’s her own leak and she is the victim. She scared my family for a couple weeks—so did you, KiwiFarms—though what, should I have let him stay in the dark? I’d be complicit in his lies to half a million people if I did not come forward at all.
TL;DR Tarl admitted to being initiated into a secret at my Jitsi Bible study and he admitted to believing that the political system is a rigged simulation to my face irl while he was drunk in New Orleans. I posted my sons to give you an example of how the truth is so simple and asking questions is so powerful that even a child can distinguish truth from lies with minimal effort.
I want to unredact much of the dms though some of it is very upsetting. Just know that when you look about and things seems bad, that it’s darker than you think. Even the good things are bad. We are living in the Talmud; we are in Shoah, and the only way out is to forget about the political messiah and seek peace and understanding in self sacrifice for one another.
A fat guy and an old YouTuber who had provided great coverage of the leak invited Sam and me on their show during their coverage. I’m not a gambling man, though I messaged them both, first declining in consideration for my family, then accepting in consideration of the truth. Neither responded to me. If anyone wants to talk to me, reach out, though know that I have nothing to add to the Tarl story except that I was rooting for him and I still am. The same goes for Sam. There is nothing to fear but fear itself. Become purified, brothers and sisters, and be glorified with all of us as we go into the truth together, and unite at the right hand of God. Or be hewn from the vine and made a bundle of sticks.
Find me on YouTube if you are interested in learning about my witness to the trans/Nazi psyop and the truth about scriptural cipher and the global Shoah.