Stray Sheep - tranny autistic from tumblr that loves horsecock and is triggered by this title

[Johnny Bravo]

My best friend of the last 10+ years lives in another state. We've only met in person twice, but I love her to bits and she loves me - we talk every day.

Unless you have a friend like that, I'm pretty sure your tumblr friends are expendable. Considering how you've been unapologetically suicide baiting them...

 

[Chan the Wizard]

Kayla, your little sperg on Tumblr isn't going to stop anything. You're fighting against an emotional wall. Have you seen what trolls did to Chris? Do you really think boohooing about how you need Tumblr is really going to cause troll's remorse?
Girl, you opened Pandora's box. You can't put it back in.

 

[Null]

B4 Tumblr: normal teenager shit.
After Tumblr: mental breakdowns because of mean people on the Internet.

I can't wait until tumblr is found to genuinely cause mental health problems and there's a class action lawsuit with a million 20 year old girls.

 

[usako666]

 

[DirtbagDeluxe]

The 'assertive skills' she learned on tumblr got her in this mess.

As for the second post, how is that any different whatsoever from her tumblr existence? Even before we set sights, she was cry typing and screaming for attention, and since we found her vent blog, we see she was regularly alone and confused. Plus I never see more than about 5 notes on her posts - sometimes a couple from one person, namely Kinzie - so honey, you aren't exactly glowing with popularity. Besides here, I mean

 

[sugoi-chan]

They taught you to be so, so, SO assertive that you're blubbering all over your keyboard because some people on the internet are saying mean things about you. That's the sign of a self-assured, confident individual. Those tumblr friends did good work. They should feel proud.

Let me repeat, Kayla. On the internet. Where you have always been one clicked X away from silencing them.

Nobody is saying that you need to give up your friendships. Carry them on outside the toxic place that is Tumblr. I have a lot of internet friends too. But that's because they're friends, not internet usernames. Friends are there for you. Friends go to your wedding, they take care of your dog while you're in the hospital. Friends would have told you to get off your ass and stop blaming everything on everything but yourself. Friends would have upbraided you when you started demanding a reward for performing the task of a ten year old. An internet username in a toxic hug box pats you on the ass and reminds you that it's not your fault because you're super special awesome.

How many of your followers are friends and how many are internet usernames?

 

[LordGoomy]

 

[Null]

 

[SpessCaptain]

Yes, internet friends are so supportive compared to real ones.

 

[Johnny Bravo]

Who cares? Teenagers are assholes.

You're an adult now. Make better friends. If you stop focusing on yourself and instead focus on others, you might find it's easier than it seems.

 

[DirtbagDeluxe]

To myself as well, and maybe to cut off potential power levelling, quick reminder how resistant Kayla aka Tumblr-Issue @Connor is to suggestions and tips.

Here we see a prime example of whining, baseless excuses to sound advice.

"Here is a possible solution"
"I CAN TELL BY LOOKING AT THESE PEOPLE I DONT KNOW IN ANY CAPACITY THEY ALL HATE ME AND WILL FOREVER"

Nobody from that orientation remembers you.

Where's that tumblr assertiveness?

 

[Lurkingjay]

Oh, god, I think I'm gonna carepost again.

@Stray Sheep There's nothing wrong with wanting attention, but there are good and bad forms of attention, and there are good and bad ways of seeking it. The attention you're getting from Tumblr is not healthy attention; these people encourage the worst parts of your behavior, keeping you locked in a cycle where the only way you feel you're cared about is by faking misery or creating it in others. You're in a place where, not only do you think it's appropriate to threaten suicide publicly to get attention, some of your "friends" think the best strategy is to wish you luck in killing yourself! This isn't safe, it isn't healthy, and it's a very poor outlet for social needs, because it means that you're stuck in self-destructive cycles.

I swear to God, I hope your mom's right and you're faking all this shit. You have a ton of resources around you that would let you build constructive relationships -- real-life hobbies, jobs, college -- and you can and should use those. Tumblr is doing nothing good for you.

 

[AnOminous]

The 'assertive skills' she learned on tumblr got her in this mess.

Reminds me of Scientology really. People join up and rave about how it helped their "communication skills."

Meanwhile, in reality, they talk in gibberish and their glassy-eyed stares creep people the fuck out.

 

[usako666]

Kayla
get yourself some new friends. Yeah life is tough but everyone goes through shit. Stop constantly thinking about things that have happened in the past and try some new stuff. Stop making excuses. Delete your social media, do some thinking, get help, and AT LEAST talk to your little brothers. They're young, they don't hold any grudges and I'm sure if you asked them to play they wouldn't mind and it would be a hell of a lot better than throwing a temper tantrum on Tumblr and waiting for someone to like your post. You need to get into the outside world and meet NEW people. It is still possible to maintain online relationships whilst creating new ones IRL and your IRL friends will be able to provide so much more support than telling you that it's okay to kill yourself uwu. Frankly, what you're doing right now is quite pathetic taking your age into consideration. Just grow up. You can't stay online and talk about your feelz forever.

 

[namazuros]

Oh for guvks sakes, there goes any hope anyone had for her at community college, she's already determined to make everyone into oppressive assholes.

 

[Creamy Mami]

Of course they wouldn't talk to you. You can't depend on people to always take the initiative. If you close yourself off to those around you, why would they want to be your friend?

 

[DirtbagDeluxe]

I have never seen more than 5 notes on your posts.

Nobody reblogged your tohji callout, either. I think we paid greater attention to it, and tohji ended up getting more supportive anons than anything.

Remind me again how great they are?

 

[LordGoomy]

EDIT: Dammit. Partially sniped. I'm goin' to bed though, I've got an exam to ace in the morning. Enjoy, Kiwis!

 

[Null]

lmfao @ people trying to give a tantrum spoiled brat life advice via the Internet.

 

[Bluebersaur]

Look at you, calling people assholes before you even know them.

"I just want to be loved" says the girl who shits on people she doesn't even know. Wow, totally want to be friends with somebody with that kind of attitude.