Bit of a power level, fiance and I are each others exception. I'm a woman leaning bi and he's a man leaning bi, great, who cares right?
Well we both still have our more gay attractions, and truly do identify as such otherwise. I bring this up because, for both of us, any talks in discords or gay communities, we are both heavily ostracized. Aside from him, I'm a lesbian, I prefer vagina completely. I don't like trans women at all. Aside from me, he prefers dick 100%, so he's a biggot for not going for "male pussy". I cannot tell you how nerve wracking it was when I was still single and primarily dated women. I had actual rape threats for not being interested in trannies. especially Non passing.
There was a time not too long ago, early 90's actually, where you got arrested for being gay. There was no tinder or Grindr, there were allocated spots and adult theatres you went to to find a gay partner.
For my fiance, the real struggle was finding an actual fucking relationship. Sooooo many gay dudes want a fuck buddy, but no real commitment. Fiance doesn't like flamboyant, he likes masculine, he finds flamboyant gays an embarrassment to the community because they are the ones that make being gay a fucking personality trait. On top of that, the recklessness of unprotected sex among gay men. We both firmly believe all the sane gays died during the aids crisis or by being fodder in pointless wars, only the draft dodging and mentally ill gays were left. Same thing for college teachers.
Not only that, we both hate how college is synonymous with gender identity now! You go to college to learn and maybe find yourself, NOT to fucking become a gender special doctorate or whatever. (Extreme tangent ahead): I went for an art degree, I had no belief it would get me anywhere, I went because I wanted to learn the history, cultural significance (WWII stuff, not the awful modern shit) as well as styles, theories, and over all branch in talent. Guess how many in my class of 15 did the same? Counting me? 3. Everyone else was to "break the mold" and "change the WORLD!"
Fucking. Vomit.
I hate that to get anywhere in arts, you basically need to be a super woketard, know famous super woketards, or just have stupid meaning in art to get famous. Talent should be the fucking defining factor, not this fucking shade of god damn blue you somehow copyrighted!
There is no such thing as being gay anymore. It's either playing house, using it as a shield/replacement for personality, and fetish pushing. I don't care you were such a pathetic man you trooned out to get a woman, I aint fuckin you. Most lesbians don't want to fuck you.
Being gay or a troon doesn't make you morally superior or better. Believing that makes you a fucking retard that needs to be gassed.
This is all over the place but god damn it fucking bleeds into every faucet of my fucking life and interests that it's so hard to direct it. I can't even complain about it to other gays because they think it's either an over reaction, try to pretend it isn't an issue, or are the very people I complain about secretly and get offended.
You poor fucks that are straight and interested in anything artsy, it's gotta be so grating and draining to be forced into allyship if you want to get anywhere. It isn't fair to you, and an insult to your talent for you to only matter by how good of an ally you are.
Oh god and don't get me fucking started on the god damn ass patting in the gay art community. Or you needing some kind of profound fucking message. Maybe I wanna paint tits because I like tits. Maybe my experience as a lesbian was mostly good except for troons and we can have a happy, functional childhood? Not all artists need to be tortured, and not every gay needs or should have some traumatic tale of fighting the patriarchy or being oppressed.
Tldr: I butt mad.
