Considering I lack almost every symptom of it, I doubt anyone who actually studies PTSD would share your view, lol.
This again? It was explained in a variety of ways how it was a possibility.
To accept that you're damaged in that way would contradict key areas for where your self-esteem comes from. You're a series of fairly blatant coping mechanisms.
It got annoying because you kept going on about it like a broken fucking record trying your hardest (and failing) to convince me I had something I've never had in my life.
It wasn't just me, and you normally handle "broken records" better than that. On top of that, it kept being new angles as opposed to a "certain someone's" aptitude for repetitions. This was one of the few times where you actively kept trying to avoid the conversation instead of the usual passive avoidance, which naturally gave incentive for us to keep prodding.
You practically begged us to stop.
I faked it thinking it might help me get on disability. Faking something and actually having it are two very different things, which you haven't seem to have quite figured out yet.
"Faking it" is an easy way to rationalize it I'm sure, despite how you
do show symptoms that, in the right light, frame a convincing case for post trauma. You've tried to spin the story to make yourself seem like some kind of edgy badass, but in the eyes of others the PTSD story seems much more convincing. Even your backstory shows all sorts of room for it's development.
You need the construct you've built for yourself to function, so of course you'd say you were "faking it". As long as that need is there your perception will always remain skewed. In a weird way, we're trying to help you.