It is fucking creepy and a sign of being a failure to buy a sex doll, full stop. There is no sane justification to buy a synthetic stand-in for a woman just to satisfy a basic urge. Step back and really think about how crazy the whole concept of a sex doll is. You’re shelling out serious money for a life sized chunk of silicone and metal that’s impossible to stash away or explain when someone walks into your place. You PAID to have something that looks like what you desire most (a woman), but unlike a real woman, it can't move, it cannot talk or express how it feels, it cannot reciprocate, etc., so really, what is the point of buying a 4+ft heap of junk when you can't even do anything except nut in it? A sex doll is nothing more than a glorified, over engineered masturbation toy. If you really can't use your hand to get off anymore, then buy one of those flesh lights, it's still cringe but at least that's something you can hide in your drawer when company comes over.