Attention? Are you fucking kidding me? If I wanted attention from Phil, the dentractors, or the kiwis, I would be gifting A LOT more than a PALTRY 10 fucking members. I wouldn't even call those accounts sock accounts. They seem like your typical average dent to me.
I'm too busy these days to even care or watch Dave's stream and am more worried about my transition and upcoming surgeries. I still lurk here from time to time but only ever comment when I feel the need to.
P.S. injections are a lot better than pills or patches.
(Sigh)
I know this is most likely a pearls before swine thing, but hey... Why not.
OIC: Many years from now, when you’re getting old in a body ruined by surgery and hormones, I’ll guarantee you there will be one regret you WONT have. Namely: “Gee, I wish I had spent more of my money on Phil to whale and get soused with!”
So just quit. If you’re that starving for attention, enjoy your status as “former DSP PAYPIG”, just like people still bring up Tut even years later.
He hates you, thinks you’re a faggot (granted, touché) and hates everyone but the kind of tard like Derich, who doesn’t make Phil feel insecure.
Also: You may think that trooning out will make you happy or complete you or whatever, but it won’t.
Surgery and hormones can’t bring you happiness. You gotta look inside you for that shit.
Look around on the farms, one of the few places that aren’t gatekept by troons and lunatics, and you’ll see that in many cases, all the hormones and surgery only result in a broken body and consequently broken spirit.
How many truly happy post op troons do you see out in the real world living their best lives? Not many. It’s all online cope and LARP.
Real talk: You deserve someone who at least is honest with you. YOU WILL NEVER BE A WOMAN.
No man will ever think of you as a real woman, and no woman will either. (They may pretend on a superficial level to be nice.)
Best case scenario, you’ll end up like a fat eunuch with a stink ditch. Zero functioning sex parts, zero sex drive, all the medical side effects from hormones and hooked on prescription meds for the rest of your life.