I've already said too much and regret doing so. All I know, is those two will either save my life or be the death of me. It remains to be seen which of the two. I'll know more in March, but basically I think I'm currently in the process of slowly being sucked into a shadowy, deranged cult-like group. December 20 was either my rejection or my initiation, it's hard to tell because both processes look so similar.
These people hazed me BRUTALLY if that was in fact what they were doing to me. Cernovich isn't called "Weird Mike" for no reason.
I wish it were that trivial. The relationship and connection I unfortunately have to them which I never asked for is far deeper and more twisted than that. Basically, all these people you keep seeing having bizzare mental breakdowns in the public eye for no easily discernible reason and all this stuff about handlers and MKULTRA, I'm really starting to get worried that it's real. And that I'm in the beginning stages of the same thing happening to me. And I'm powerless to stop it too.
I actually didn't speak to them or interact with them at all for several years. It was only very recently that I tragically felt a powerful urge to go back to them even though I really didn't want to and thought nothing good could possibly come of it.