I've been kind of a mess the past month or so. After all the stress of last year and not having been in a relationship for a while, I had been craving physicality.
...So in my infinite wisdom I did the Grindr game because of all the apps I've tried it was the most maneuverable without locking shit behind subscription fees (seriously that shit is worse than gotcha/freemium games). Four okay-to-disappointing guys later and I just feel so, nebulous. Only upside was that with at least two of them I was able to speak my mind about politics and shit, a rarity considering how most gays are, but otherwise it's just been misery wading through endless idiots with masks on their profiles and boasting about vaccinations because THAT'S clearly the shit I want to hear about.
Granted, I did what I set out to do, in that I honestly just wanted some D, but now the ever-present problem is rearing its ugly head again of finding another guy who's also into dicks while also not being a complete libtard so that something more meaningful can develop. Sigh...