took a break from the farms for a bit. lots of stuff happened, if anyone remembers my post from over a month ago, here's an update. bf was supposed to stay for a week, ended up being a month. i'm really crazy about this boy. i was never super into making out before, but with him it just feels so nice. i wrote songs about him and performed in front of another person for the first time in forever. i carried him around everywhere because i didn't want his feet to get cold on the floor. every day was just constant affection, not to mention the literally daily sex. he gave up wearing his own shirts and exclusively wore mine, they still smell like him. neither of us wanted him to go back home, we're doing this again in a few months. god i love him.