🐍 In the Clock Tower KingCobraJFS / Josh Saunders - Amateur musician, YouTube Streamer, wandmaker, and self-proclaimed "sexy goth badboy". Perpetually circling the drain.

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Flying Meat Wagon said:
Dude, I was dreading him getting an infection in his gums and dying at any moment for last 2 or 3 years. If it was specified to be a heart attack I would maybe doubt it a little.
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Not necessarily. One of the dangerous results of seriously bad teeth is general infection leading to myocarditis. That's why you take care of your teeth. Seriously fucked up infected teeth can go straight to your heart.
 
Slim Boglim said:
if somebody came to you like a gay retard time traveler this time last year and told you in a year Josh would be dead would you believe it?
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Good question. If you asked me before NAL wormed her way into the picture, I would have told you to fuck off. Disregarding the gay flower seeds theory, I think NAL broke something in him. It was awesome to see him beam and brag about the conquest after she arrived but everything else fucking sucked.
I think I began watching Josh around the time of the eviction and his eye surgery, it's kind of nuts how his decline began to worsen since then and that was already a bad saga (allegedly).
 
Eventide said:
Yes. However, I'd have assumed NAL offed him, as opposed to death via natural causes.
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Somehow I ended up watching (listening to) Metokur's 2024 Halloween stream and it was about M'Gord, but mostly NAL. God she was always a harpy and evil. I forgot that it was like a MONTH after introduction that she had him kicked out of his new apartment- and that she tore apart the place looking for where he hid all of his money.

If there's a hell, she's already in it- but so is everybody else who comes into contact with Jessica Boyle.
 
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Paul Revere Pantry Raider said:
I forgot that it was like a MONTH after introduction that she had him kicked out of his new apartment- and that she tore apart the place looking for where he hid all of his money.
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She flooded the laundry room, but I think the straw that broke the camel’s back was the window she broke which people don’t talk about enough. Anybody could have flooded the laundry room, but I think it’s the window we heard her break after their fight that got him kicked out.
 
Slim Boglim said:
if somebody came to you like a gay retard time traveler this time last year and told you in a year Josh would be dead would you believe it?
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A lot of my coworkers live like the boy did, outside of the social aspect, and are pushing into their 50's. I really think he just gave up after Aaron, Walt, and Ozzy.
I would have called that time traveler fake and gay and then probably even more disappointed when it turned out to be true.
 
crayolasword said:
Dude lost a lot in a short time. He even lost the enjoyment he got from his food hacks when his teeth went down.
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val killmore, marty music biz if he lived long he would have been pretty upset over charlie kirk the list keeps going on and on
 
I miss our boy, I really do. I keep seeing Halloween decorations and I wish he was here to live through another AHE. He loved that time of the year... *sigh* it won't be the same without him this year. Fuck sickos dude.
 
PetiteFeet said:
Good question. If you asked me before NAL wormed her way into the picture, I would have told you to fuck off. Disregarding the gay flower seeds theory, I think NAL broke something in him. It was awesome to see him beam and brag about the conquest after she arrived but everything else fucking sucked.
I think I began watching Josh around the time of the eviction and his eye surgery, it's kind of nuts how his decline began to worsen since then and that was already a bad saga (allegedly).
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She is a harbinger of stress, misery, and despair. He would still be alive if they never met. I dont give a single shit what anyone else thinks on this, I know in my heart it's true.
 
Tiggy Skibbles said:
He would still be alive if they never met.
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This is kind of a given. He might have that asshole trole from Apartment 2, but I doubt he would have been evicted. Once he got thrown into the trailer, he stopped doing anything other than DoorDash and drinking. He didn't have much of a life before, but it was more than he had before NAL.
 
Paul Revere Pantry Raider said:
This is kind of a given. He might have that asshole trole from Apartment 2, but I doubt he would have been evicted. Once he got thrown into the trailer, he stopped doing anything other than DoorDash and drinking. He didn't have much of a life before, but it was more than he had before NAL.
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He had already been kind of a recluse and an extreme shut-in before the NAL saga kicked off but a large part of me is coping that Clint could have moved the boy to a different address and helped him get signed up to some employment offer or social circle run by socialworkers, not much different from a grouphome but he wouldn't be living there.




I'm still stuck in Denial, it seems.
 
It fucks with me that I recently learned that nearly 90% of heart attacks are survivable if treatment arrives fast enough. If people really did call in a wellness check, and the paramedics didn't show because they had received too many previous false reports to that address, heads need to roll.
 
PetiteFeet said:
coping that Clint could have moved the boy to a different address and helped him get signed up to some employment offer or social circle
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Even if you take what Clint says at face value- we've all seen Josh cut off his nose to spite his face with his ODD. I don't doubt that he cut Clint off for days, if not weeks at a time- because he was still independent enough to do so. Hell- he'd stream just to get trolls to send him awful food, and the occasional rotgut alcohol.

He was well aware of what he had to endure, but what the payout was.

He didn't work after Wendy's much because he learned that he didn't have to. Sure, he had that dishwasher job, but after that? He had enough to survive on, and could get enough money thrown at him to get perks. I don't think the alcohol withdrawals did him any good, and I'm sure directly contributed to his death- but on the whole- he wasn't about to let Clint tell him what to do. *Much.*
 
Buddy came down a few weeks ago for my birthday.
Brought the wife and I custom shirts he made.

Black, grey and white tie-dye. Killer font "JFS" on the front over the heart.
On the back, a solid black silhouette of our dark lord's Mugshot. And the words "HAVE YOU DREAMED OF THIS MAN?" framing it. Those two shirts are some of my prized possessions now.
I miss him daily, Cobros.
 
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