🐍 In the Clock Tower KingCobraJFS / Josh Saunders - Amateur musician, YouTube Streamer, wandmaker, and self-proclaimed "sexy goth badboy". Perpetually circling the drain.

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It's a shame Chris is still allowed to walk this gay earth while Cobes gets to chill with Ozzy and the Devil (:_(
At least Cobes isn't suffering anymore. Not suffering paranoia thanks to A-logs and weens, not suffering from his substance abuse, not suffering the after-effects of duster/sitting in paint fumes for years.

If I could bring back the Cobra who worked at Wendys and was still faithful to Stephanie, I would. But I would not bring back the man he ended up becoming.
 
it makes me happy to see how cobras thread is still going even when he is gone. really just shows how many people really did care about him and found him entertaining. i hope he has seen how much people care for him.
 
I've wanted to type up something heartfelt in this thread since the day we found out he had passed, but every time I try I just give up and feel like I'm being a bit of a fag. But his passing is the only time I've ever cried like that for someone who wasn't family or a very close friend, just a dude I never even interacted with personally and only knew from him showing every little aspect of his life to us. And having seen first hand in my family the toll it takes on the parents who find their child dead like that, tore me up for Clint. I really hope he's thriving as much as he can through all of this. I miss you Josh, and all the wackiness that surrounded you. I hope you enjoyed the ghost food combo of cobras mist and food hacked porkchop delights I made to celebrate your birthday awhile back. Even smoked up a joint for yah, hopefully you got some ghost lungs. And to all my fellow cool cobras I hope you all are doing good as well. Josh I hope you're at Cobra's Cantina living it up, with Ozzy, Val Kilmer, Puff, Ms. Green, Homeboy Walt, and Homeboy Scotty, and that I get a seat when it's my time to go. The thing's I'd do to just see a final wet and juicy pop into my feed... RIP to a legend.
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It feels so weird to have cried over a fucking lolcow, doesn't it? I think he sort of transcended that but maybe that's just rose colored glasses. Something about his genuine honest autism and wearing his heart on his sleeve is something I havent found in any other lolcow. He just hurt himself mostly, not sicko behavior like so many other people on KF
 
it makes me happy to see how cobras thread is still going even when he is gone. really just shows how many people really did care about him and found him entertaining. i hope he has seen how much people care for him.
I had this exact thought as I clicked it. He meant more to more people than he ever knew.
 
It feels so weird to have cried over a fucking lolcow, doesn't it?
As corny as it may sound, for me, over time, my perspective shifted from watching "KingCobraJFS the lolcow" be a fool, to seeing "Joshua Saunders / KingCobraJFS" live his life. I know more about Josh's life than I do about many of my relatives and friends, and I mourned him as much as I did because it felt like I knew him after watching and learning about him for so long.

Josh wouldn't find it weird; he'd probably offer a cigarette, a beer, and a circle of protection, to be honest. It is what it is, toobz, and nothing wrong with that.

He meant more to more people than he ever knew.
I'm glad Clint saw how many people cared for Josh after his death.
 
Im not the biggest on cobra. I just seen his cover of hurt at what im assuming was a bar. I dont really know why i felt so sad watching it but seeing this thread i think i understand it a bit more. Big ups cobra 🍺 see you at the crossroads.
 
I received a few magazines that belonged to Josh, and found a curiosity inside I wanted to share, you may speculate how you wish

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A very mundane goth zine, as you can see, until you flip through to page 63
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Now I know you're wondering, did Josh really make a prop for this gothic photoshoot? I too was looking for the high quality craftsmanship that only the dark Lord could have made, but alas I checked the back of the magazine and saw that it was credited to one "Samuel Hawthorne."

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I wanted to leave this with minimal speculation on my part and simply present it to you all to share this little peek into the inner machinations of Cobra's thoughts on props he found in a magazine.
 
I received a few magazines that belonged to Josh, and found a curiosity inside I wanted to share, you may speculate how you wish

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A very mundane goth zine, as you can see, until you flip through to page 63
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Now I know you're wondering, did Josh really make a prop for this gothic photoshoot? I too was looking for the high quality craftsmanship that only the dark Lord could have made, but alas I checked the back of the magazine and saw that it was credited to one "Samuel Hawthorne."

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I wanted to leave this with minimal speculation on my part and simply present it to you all to share this little peek into the inner machinations of Cobra's thoughts on props he found in a magazine.
he probably meant he copied it
 
It feels so weird to have cried over a fucking lolcow, doesn't it? I think he sort of transcended that but maybe that's just rose colored glasses. Something about his genuine honest autism and wearing his heart on his sleeve is something I havent found in any other lolcow. He just hurt himself mostly, not sicko behavior like so many other people on KF
I’m going to go out on a limb here and say a lot of Kiwis were likely bullied at one time in their life, and for those who came out not to be complete assholes, can recognize a guy who was a harmless autist just trying to live his life.

I cried when he died too. I didn’t know him, but he was a human who was tortured to an early death essentially.
 
I’m going to go out on a limb here and say a lot of Kiwis were likely bullied at one time in their life, and for those who came out not to be complete assholes, can recognize a guy who was a harmless autist just trying to live his life.

I cried when he died too. I didn’t know him, but he was a human who was tortured to an early death essentially.
I can't nail down what makes bullying acceptable/unacceptable for anyone but myself. Coercing (also bullying) the very nice and sociable SPED kid into harassing girls? Unacceptable to me. Getting Cyraxx to brick his nth Xbox? Acceptable but please stop ruining tech, do something else.

To you and people who may be like you, I'm sorry no one had your back.

Cobes reminded me of some guys I knew in school and vise versa. While I didn't cry, I did think about them (M'lord included), how maybe someone having their back for a school day and saying "Whaddup" to them regularly afterwards kept them from a fate like Cobes'. To the end and extreme, the "One Bad Day" concept can easily be countered with "One Good Day". I consider this when dealing with people.
 
I was planning on painting my shadowbox of Cobes this weekend, but it can't decide if it's going to rain or snow every few minutes.

Praise Cobra's magic!
 
Went for a countryside sunday drive a while back, was checking out some gravel roads I had not been down in a while. Saw a big ol house that had a bell tower built out front and instantly thought of Cobes. Been watching some of his content since then and there are parts that still make me laugh, but some of it hits me right in the gut. I miss him like crazy.
 
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