🐍 In the Clock Tower KingCobraJFS / Josh Saunders - Amateur musician, YouTube Streamer, wandmaker, and self-proclaimed "sexy goth badboy". Perpetually circling the drain.

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Detective Carey said:
It's actually really good as someone who actually likes black metal, I'm very curious as too how much they had to edit him, like did they send him the track and the lyrics and did he just freeball that shit, or was this more a bunch of vocals they timed up later, were they his own lyrics?
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This is actually really good what the fuck! What other talents was he hiding from us?
 
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LissaNewcarr said:
it's literally poison. for all yall out there, stopping drinking is hard but it can be done. be safe about it, no cold turkey shit, that can kill you too.
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Most people aren't drinking to insanely high levels like that. It's the difference between eating a sensible two slices of pizza VS an entire pizza.
 
Rate me any kind of stupid, but I've been looking around a little bit, and am I correct in saying Jessica has made zero acknowledgement of Josh's death? I'd imagine she's self-aware enough to know people hate her for her relationship with Josh (and I don't believe for a nanosecond that she knowingly sent poison seeds to him to poison him.), but nothing? She must be scared shitless to show herself anywhere online. Unless I'm just dumb and haven't seen her.

I stopped following Josh when the Jessica arc got real crazy and depressing (around when Aaron died), so I missed the whole Walt thing and don't even know who he is...came back when Ozzy died, and I was shocked at how Josh had deteriorated. I'm in recovery a looong time (like before Josh was born) and I get no joy from just watching a drunk be drunk. When he was semi-in-his-right-mind and not drinking hard liquor all day he was funny, and there was hope that he'd decide one day he was "sick and tired of being sick and tired".

Having said all that, my money's on appendicitis. Which is horrible, because even in his shitty physical shape he'd have most likely gone through surgery just fine, with the added benefit of being sober for a few days and maybe getting some of the wrinkles out of his brain. And I know his phone was broken, but if it wasn't smashed to smithereens he should've been able to call 911; I think it's the law that even phones that are out of service have to be able to call 911.

Anyway, too much from me, but I'm just thinking too much. The fuckers who sent him Everclear etc are mighty quiet these days but God isn't mocked.
 
Tinidril said:
Rate me any kind of stupid, but I've been looking around a little bit, and am I correct in saying Jessica has made zero acknowledgement of Josh's death? I'd imagine she's self-aware enough to know people hate her for her relationship with Josh (and I don't believe for a nanosecond that she knowingly sent poison seeds to him to poison him.), but nothing? She must be scared shitless to show herself anywhere online. Unless I'm just dumb and haven't seen her.

I stopped following Josh when the Jessica arc got real crazy and depressing (around when Aaron died), so I missed the whole Walt thing and don't even know who he is...came back when Ozzy died, and I was shocked at how Josh had deteriorated. I'm in recovery a looong time (like before Josh was born) and I get no joy from just watching a drunk be drunk. When he was semi-in-his-right-mind and not drinking hard liquor all day he was funny, and there was hope that he'd decide one day he was "sick and tired of being sick and tired".

Having said all that, my money's on appendicitis. Which is horrible, because even in his shitty physical shape he'd have most likely gone through surgery just fine, with the added benefit of being sober for a few days and maybe getting some of the wrinkles out of his brain. And I know his phone was broken, but if it wasn't smashed to smithereens he should've been able to call 911; I think it's the law that even phones that are out of service have to be able to call 911.

Anyway, too much from me, but I'm just thinking too much. The fuckers who sent him Everclear etc are mighty quiet these days but God isn't mocked.
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As I mentioned earlier, I really hope it wasn't his appendix. It could have been fixed so easily. But he was in isolation and wouldn't even go to neighbors. Out of all the times the cops were called on him, it should have finally, legitimately been done. I didn't even see his last video on FB until it was too late.
 
pooterino said:
You're half right. At least a couple people including myself were talking about acute pancreatitis and how dangerous that was. Maybe we should have been more explicit by saying something like "this could easily fucking kill him, someone should check on him" but honestly, I for one thought that was pretty well implied. I just personally don't tap glass, ever. But it's not like someone couldn't have; hell, look at our fearless leader Null... he was in direct contact with Chris-Chan for awhile (until Chris started stealing money from Barb after sexing her). So it's not like there's some really hard and fast rule on never reaching out.
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Pl I was in the hospital the week before Cobes died. I had symptoms that made me consider pancreatitis but in past I had a boss who told me (when I previously had these symptoms and they were not pancreatitis) that it’s totally safe and pancreatitis can’t kill you. Randomly, I was on a comedian Google hole where I learned about Kevin Barnett. We don’t take this shit seriously enough.

That said I won’t believe NAL didn’t do something til science tells me so. I also would hate for Clint to live with anything that he could somehow turn in his head “if only I had XYZ” which he’s bound to do regardless. Cobes dying of something preventable would be torture for his family.
Retarded Giraffe said:
Alcohol is an insanely destructive drug. More people should consider never touching it. One of only two withdrawal types that you can die from.
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In college I had a friend die of alcohol withdrawal. 23 years old. Died in the passenger seat of his sisters car over Christmas break. I had NO IDEA how bad his drinking was. No one did.
 
What I would give for just one more dank prosciutto food hack, playing guitar, or even a gender relations rant. I severely miss his videos popping up in my bell notifs.
 
JaneThough said:
I’ve never gotten into snark subreddits, yet I’m an avid Kiwi and I finally realized why. I respect and appreciate the Farms hands off approach, and that they enforce it to keep the shitstains out. I like to laugh at cows, not needle them into a slow, painful death.
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I like kiwi because it's just... Free. If you have a differing opinion, you get called a retard, and everyone moves on. If you moralize shit, you get called a retard, and everyone moves on. Everyone speaks their mind, and you're expected to be cool with that, and if you aren't ..... Everyone calls you a retard and moves on lmfao
 
Still doesn't feel real every time I hop onto the Farms and see the community feature.

I miss this goth badboy like you wouldn't believe. Just glad there's still so many videos, edits, and memes to give me a good laugh.
 
anliteralidiot said:
I like kiwi because it's just... Free. If you have a differing opinion, you get called a retard, and everyone moves on. If you moralize shit, you get called a retard, and everyone moves on. Everyone speaks their mind, and you're expected to be cool with that, and if you aren't ..... Everyone calls you a retard and moves on lmfao
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I enjoy kiwi because autism is enjoyed but not excused.
 
Giant Machine said:
As I mentioned earlier, I really hope it wasn't his appendix. It could have been fixed so easily. But he was in isolation and wouldn't even go to neighbors. Out of all the times the cops were called on him, it should have finally, legitimately been done. I didn't even see his last video on FB until it was too late.
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...would Floorlord being there have saved him? Could Floorlord have redeemed himself, and gotten josh help?
 
RaxxScholar said:
Seeing young josh compared to 2025 josh is making me seriously consider never touching another drop of alcohol again
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Even seeing 2019 josh compared to 2025 josh makes me happy that i hate the taste of alcohol

This was filmed in october of 2019, one of my all time favorites. He went downhill hard in 2021 when the governor signed a bill that allowed liquor being delivered by businesses in wyoming.

A-Stump said:
Most people aren't drinking to insanely high levels like that. It's the difference between eating a sensible two slices of pizza VS an entire pizza.
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Here in europistan every pizza from a pizza place is personal sized unless you specifically order family size. I have no clue why americans decided that every pizza needs to be 4000 calories
 
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anliteralidiot said:
I like kiwi because it's just... Free. If you have a differing opinion, you get called a retard, and everyone moves on. If you moralize shit, you get called a retard, and everyone moves on. Everyone speaks their mind, and you're expected to be cool with that, and if you aren't ..... Everyone calls you a retard and moves on lmfao
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I think too Kiwis know we’re not better than cows and don’t try to act like it. We’re all just riding this giant marble together, no one of us better than any other.
 
Tinidril said:
I stopped following Josh when the Jessica arc got real crazy
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Boghag is a legit psycho. I was afraid she might burn down his apartment or something around the night when she was going crazy cleaning alone and Josh had gone out with Aaron (It was right after she caught him on chaturbate and thought he was cheating I believe) Josh never deserved the treatment he received from her.
 
Tinidril said:
Rate me any kind of stupid, but I've been looking around a little bit, and am I correct in saying Jessica has made zero acknowledgement of Josh's death? I'd imagine she's self-aware enough to know people hate her for her relationship with Josh (and I don't believe for a nanosecond that she knowingly sent poison seeds to him to poison him.), but nothing? She must be scared shitless to show herself anywhere online. Unless I'm just dumb and haven't seen her.
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She's been making smug vague references to Cobra and gloating about his death for the past few days. I personally don't think it's worth giving her any sort of attention for this, because it's what she wants. It was most likely Josh's years of hard drinking and poor hygiene that finally caught up with him in the end, not Jessica's strange and pathetic attempts to poison him.
Tinidril said:
I missed the whole Walt thing and don't even know who he is.
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Walt was Ellen Knight's dad and Angie's husband. He was a Vietnam vet who "contracted agent...orange" (according to Cobes), he was just another Casper troglodyte who would take advantage of Josh for free food. Plus Josh had a crush on his daughter.
Tinidril said:
I'm in recovery a looong time (like before Josh was born) and I get no joy from just watching a drunk be drunk.
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Prayers for your recovery, man.
 
I.B. Niggin said:
Still doesn't feel real every time I hop onto the Farms and see the community feature.

I miss this goth badboy like you wouldn't believe. Just glad there's still so many videos, edits, and memes to give me a good laugh.
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Brother me too. I just keep thinking "now what?". There's a handful of cows I follow but they're all just getting boring, like leave it to Foodie Beauty to make going to Syria fucking boring. Who do I check in on now to see if there's going to be a new quote or absolutely unhinged food combo? Does anyone have any comfort cows they'd recommend checking out?
I'm not MATI, I'm SATI (Sad at the internet) (:_( .

Has Clint posted anything else about when the funeral will be live streamed? I'd really hate to miss it.
 
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