Ok you guys can rip me apart all you want.
I broke up with Julie for many reasons this site being one of them. This whole thread was started because of julie and it seems everyday someone else in her life gets dragged into this thread without there permission alot of the time.
I continue to hear stuff like, "I am just family and was only trying to help", "we are just trying to help" so on and so forth.
Calling the cops to get her admitted into a pshyc ward is not going to help. taking one of the few people in her life that made her happy out of the picture is not going to help. calling her names and putting her down constantently is not going to help.
you know I am positive we all have more important things in our lives then this thread. employment, schooling, family, friends. the point is I have talked to the cops about taking this site down and they keep saying there is nothing they can do. You know ever since the Amanada Todd Suicide I thought the rules and laws around Cyber Bullying had gotten more strict. Obviously not.
but ask yourself this guys and gals and be honest to yourselves. What happens if someone you make fun of not just on this thread but this whole site commits suicide. there are a couple of you on this thread who have suggested that Julie and I be murdered or raped or kill ourselves.
Furthermore you have gone as far as suggesting ways to kill ourselves.
I am honestly shaking as I type this. I didnt want to break up with Julie but I feel like the farms are leaving me no choice and so I did. Call me a cowards call me a pussy call me anything you want. Go ahead and say I was just using her, that I was abusing her, that I am a low life piece of scum.
Not once have I called anyone on the farms names or talked bad about on another site, not even Cori. I fucked up when I was living with him and I am not his friend because of it. But does that mean I wish ill on him? No not at all. I never wish bad on anyone and wish everyone I come into contact with the best in there lives.
I am sorry for the long post and the last thing I will say is as much as you guys and gals see all the negitive I was in the process of trying to get Julie in to see a doctor like I had said before. I was trying to find ways to help her. however I just couldnt deal with what felt like a whole lot of hate for nothing. I know I said the past is the past and there where some who turned around and said "thats just what abusers say to themselves" well on that subject I never wanted to be a dom. I wanted to be a submissive more. Why because I felt I still havent served justice for the assult in my past. I wanted not to be in control but controled so I know I have someone who cares about me who can help me progress with my issues learn from my past and become a better man/woman.
All in all you may not be commiting crimes persay but just because you see something on the web does not give you the right to copy/paste/dissect for your enjoyment.
Please have a good day and lets move on from this everyone please.
Sincerely Mike/Dez