How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

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Starting a new job can be very annoying when they are not very up front with their schedule, taking some training now and apparently it went from 2 and a half weeks to now 4 and a half weeks. When the trainer is asked about this he says he has no idea, no one comes in to talk about the time table either. We barely even know what the upcoming 2 weeks of training will be like. I don't expect trainers to have the whole ins and outs but god damn man at least have some kind of time table for what you should know. I've always struggled when people just like to go with the flow and when its someone higher up who nearly always refuses on giving any commitment to any schedule I get very anxious about it. I'm a very surprise adverse guy in general so I don't expect everyone to feel like me but when nearly everyone in the class is asking and acting bemused I start to get a bit mad about it all.
 
ChaosReignsOnSomeSaturday said:
My Uncle just died. We hadn't spoken in years due to a fight he had with my Mom.

I'm actually surprised by how empty it makes me feel.
I shed actual tears but I don't know why.
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Update: His visitation and funeral are this coming Friday. For some reason the visitation is 3 hours away from the burial site.

I got elected to be a pallbearer...

I don't really have funeral wear or a suit for the occasion. I'm not quite sure what to do.

Unluckily it'd a 3 day weekend. I'd rather just get the weekend over so I can throw myself back into work to cope.
 
Otterly said:
Your cat needs you.
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The scariest thing about going through these kind of things is your brain works against your interests. It creates rebuttals for every rational thought you might have. And because YOU ARE your brain in a sense, it's hard to remain logical.

Otterly said:
What’s brought you to the low point?
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Had a rough depressive mood swing, so already felt awful. And then my pet who I nursed from infancy unexpectedly died due to surgery complications. The surgery I insisted on. So you can imagine what already chemically imbalanced brain will cojure up
Felt like it was the only right thing I could do to not be a burden to everyone else (hence the bathtub method to ease up cleanup process)
 
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