Faggot multi-quote post incoming while i catch up with the thread.
That's my main "motivator" in getting fucked up on drink. I am obviously not working right now because of my back issues, i rise early and get all my general stuff done by around midday (keeping the house clean, exercise and various other stuff i have to take care of) and then there's just so much left of the day where i got fuck all to do. Despite knowing i get even more bored down the line once i opened a bottle and how it affects my general mood and especially on how it fucks with my sleeping patterns/sleep quality i still resort to drink to fill the time more often than not in the last half year or so. At least i am more the the kind of sappy homosexual drunk when i am fucked up (which i know annoys my girlfriend to no end when she's working on her shit)instead of the aggressive and violent type of drunk, i keep telling myself that counts for something even when i know it really doesn't.
i dont understand how anyone goes out in public without trying to look decent. ive seen women at the store wearing ratty t shirts and pj pants, no bra of course, so their titties are swinging down to their knees....completely unkempt and usually followed by their equally unkempt children.
I am not sure right now if i sperged about this before ITT but i know i did in the "What really grinds your gears?" thread before but i absolutely can't understand when i see people at Lidl or the other local super markets who are wearing their house shoes and, what looks like, their sleep wear when they go shopping. I've been down bad
bad for prolonged amounts of time in my life but i never went that low, it's a matter of self-respect and a matter of common sense, why would anyone want to drag the filth of the streets/sidewalk into their living quarters like that? Baffling to me no matter how often i see that, which is pretty much on the daily.
I am a half-Sardinian mutt so i concur. I already ate stuff like the world-famous maggot cheese (Casu Marzu) and cagliu/caglio di capretto on many occassions and i love it, there's almost no cheese that even manages to gross me out anymore, be it via smell or preparation.
Tardwrangled two autistic students (they're brothers) because they keep fighting in the kitchen again
This time i had a little chat with the mother, and i can see why they behave like this. She just smiles and find it funny, and i can't help but notice i've never seen their dad over the institute...
If i go just by your nickname you're much more patient than any of the souschefs and also chefs in general i've ever worked under. I couldn't hack my apprenticeship as a cook (which is three years here, culinary school and work combined in the so-called dual system of apprenticeship we have in my country) but my then-head chef loved me despite my general fucked-upness (quote "I will make a proper chef out of [my lastname") back then. I still feel shitty about disappointing him 20 years after the fact that he/i didn't manage to do it. Top 3 regrets in my life is that i did not to become a certified cook. People who only had a hint of tard about them were let go in their first three months of working in the kitchen, working under three months made it possible to fire people at will, no reason given, under our generally very strict labour laws back then.
This isn't the thread for fighting.
Agreed, it's my "/r9k/ back when it was good" suboxone. I'm not going to be a faggot about "hurr, disruptive users ruining the site" faggot because i won't deny that in-fighting isn't/can't be funny but this thread is not the place for it.
I sometimes wonder if he thinks I am being "radicalized" by this site.
Not trying to imply anything here, i get how someone could think that about his significant other if he/she spends too much time on this site but it feels kind of uncalled for when you introduced him to the site/threads on the site in the first place and that he/she should've known by that alone how the general tone is on here. Once again i feel blessed with having a girlfriend who shares my views on things (and is quite more radical in her views on many topics where even i am slightly taken aback sometimes by the fervor she displays when we discuss her views on certain things).
I can't be bothered to particularly care unless it affects me personally.
With you on that. Over the past years i had to train myself hard so that only my tribe (so, my family and the people that matter to me on a personal and emotional level) matter to me. Still struggling with having too much empathy for people that clearly do not deserve it and won't reciprocate that empathy.
There's times that I think back on previous relationships and wonder if we could've made it work, and where we'd be now. But hearing stuff like this from different friends/family slaps me back to the reality that it wouldn't have worked out, some of them really were just insane, and life could have been much worse.
Peak male growth. I got two like that, one a teenage love, one from which i was with in my very early 20s. It does nothing to think about "What could've been" when you look back now as a fully-grown adult but i'd lie if i say i don't do that myself nowadays even while i am in a happy relationship and many, many years have passed since i've been with these other girls. I even see that teenage love girl somewhat regularly in my dreams to this day, it's crazy how some early developement shit does a number on your brain.
