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the fucking stress/anxiety dreams happen almost every time i sleep now even though the kittens are doing fine. every time i wake up from them i'm drenched in sweat which dehydrates me too.
tummy's still sad and i want to drink something funner than water but the only other things i can think of are things with milk in it which would exacerbate sadtummy
reeeeee
 
Neurotypical Mantis said:
the fucking stress/anxiety dreams happen almost every time i sleep now even though the kittens are doing fine. every time i wake up from them i'm drenched in sweat which dehydrates me too.
tummy's still sad and i want to drink something funner than water but the only other things i can think of are things with milk in it which would exacerbate sadtummy
reeeeee
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You can dilute some milks, or make juices with weird ingredients such as ginger, cinnamon, lemon into black coffee as cleanses..
@Vingle, they're water enhancers.
 
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Vingle said:
Maybe diluting juice? Don't know the real English word for it, but some kind of concentrate you pour water into.
Go for the sugar free ones.
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oh i know what you're talking about! stuff like mio, etc. i've thought about it before
a friend of mine from summer camp way back when introduced me to them. i wonder if i can find the flavor she showed me
edit: FOUND IT. either this is going to give me a nostalgia-based ptsd episode or a yummy funtime
 
Been getting emails all day from jobs I previously applied for saying they didn't pick me... Normally that'd be very distressing but it doesn't bother me. First day was yesterday but really all it was signing the paper work going over the details of the job, and setting up my schedule for my first week.


First actual day doesn't start till tomorrow, and even then it's only training. Had to buy two new white button up shirts for my uniform with the last of my petty cash.


Soooooo I guess you could say I'm going alright better than I could be doing. I guess I'm just itching to get back to work, I've actually hated staying at home with nothing to do.

Plunkie said:
Came home to gf of 2 years having moved out half of her stuff. We were fine the day before and having a great time, but now she says she's "run out of things to talk about". And so I've resorted to sitting alone in an empty house packing her shit for 8 straight days. She's even going to abandon two pets here and I don't have the time to properly give them the attention they need. I'm so fucking stressed out man
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Plunkie said:
Came home to gf of 2 years having moved out half of her stuff. We were fine the day before and having a great time, but now she says she's "run out of things to talk about". And so I've resorted to sitting alone in an empty house packing her shit for 8 straight days. She's even going to abandon two pets here and I don't have the time to properly give them the attention they need. I'm so fucking stressed out man
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W*men, eh?
 
Lunete said:
Finally got a tiny bit of sleep a little after sunrise. I hope this sleeplessness fades away over the next few days otherwise I'm going to slowly go mad.
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Orange Tabby said:
I have to learn to chill out.
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Options to help:
  • Obvious one is obvious af that I never implement: no electronics an hour before bed; but KF is too good. *sigh*
  • Plank pose in bed and breathe in/out
  • pray to God or whatever Deities to help you fall asleep or prayer right before bed
  • hot milk (any kind) with honey or tea, recently lavender tea's good for calming.
  • Doodling/Coloring/look up "relaxing {insert music genre} playlist"
 
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I'm going to name names. Because of this mysterious sickness I have dealt with (seriously, medical professionals REFUSE to tell me what's wrong and it's almost taken me out a few times,) I found that my old insurance company from last year decided not to tell me they decided not to pay a part of a bill. So today the stupid place was called and this really enthusiastic 'bro' said he would get back to me because suddenly the paperwork in my dungeon showed up saying I was obligated to pay the bill very, very soon. Thanks for the heads up, ass munches.
Well bro decided masturbating to pictures of ellen page's breast removal scars was more important and I had to dig into emergency cash and pay the bill. I did the math. This bill cost me 3360 fig bars. Not exaggerating on the cost. Screw you, aetna. I've been around for a huge long time and dealt with people from the medical industry since I was a wee lad. No one, and I mean NO ONE has ever said anything positive about you ever in the history of ever.

On a lighter side I had one of the best pizzas for lunch / supper I have had in ages. Hot damn, that was good.
 
Feels like I'm getting more and more cynical as time goes on. I used to be really positive and optimistic but some days I find it really hard to recognize myself now. On one hand I think everyone goes through something like this as they get older, but I feel like I have an extreme case of it.
 
I've been feeling quite anxious due to multiple factors, including therapy homework (the least? of my worries). Part of the anxiety is that I have several journals and I decided yesterday to use the current one for physical symptoms.
One of the coping mechanisms states "Look up ridiculous things online" and Kiwi Farms is the one stop-website for it .....just need to change the style lol.
:cunningpepe:
 
today i doxed a mtf groomer that was being a cunt on twitter. it took 15 minutes with a city name and picture of a parking lot which was good timing for me. i didn’t even get a temporary ban and he started coping and disabled his account LOL
 
Our region's only rock station was just converted to a pop station (with almost no warning too) and tbh I'm quite disappointed.
 
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