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Anyone else find it hard not to call people Anon here? Idk why. Green Reddit is totally different from FourChins.
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You're in Ohio? Welcome to Florida.
Here is the way out:
I'd quit whatever destructive habits you might have enabling you feeling this way. Jesus Christ is the way, the truth, and the life, and there's a light at the end of the tunnel if you endure to the end to be saved. I'll pray for you.
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I already have a faith, but I thank you for your warm invitation.
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- May 9, 2017
Quit a long time job last week and it's finally setting in. It had to be done, I had no future there. I have another one lined up, by the mercy of God. (And I'm not kidding here, a new job was basically handed to me on a silver platter at exactly the right time, in a field that's currently sucking air.)
The new job sounds interesting... but it's a lot higher pressure. Way higher pay, but honestly I don't even care about that. I'm not an ambitious man. I was happy with my simple, boring, mid level job that I could pretty much work on when I felt like and nobody complained. I'm jumping about 5 steps up the food chain reporting directly to senior management and I'm not what you'd call a people person. Plus I'm scared my ADHD is going to get me killed. I'm not used to normal person hours.
The new job sounds interesting... but it's a lot higher pressure. Way higher pay, but honestly I don't even care about that. I'm not an ambitious man. I was happy with my simple, boring, mid level job that I could pretty much work on when I felt like and nobody complained. I'm jumping about 5 steps up the food chain reporting directly to senior management and I'm not what you'd call a people person. Plus I'm scared my ADHD is going to get me killed. I'm not used to normal person hours.
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the cuckspergs at the lolcows are too bitchmaid... lmao..
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Well guys. I literally cold approached a very cute asian girl today and asked her out... and we actually had a date.
Yes, kiwis... That actually happened to me.
I feel like the date was a total flop. I haven't realized how socially awkward and anxious I am until very recently. How hard it is for me to have a conversation with most people without tripping up or having long silences. And I was just in shock at the fact that this thing was actually happening that I couldn't really be in the zone and just live in the moment. This is one of those things you think is going to happen some far off day in a possible future, or at least you say it will so you have some coping mechanism to not want to die.
I did the biggest faux pass and straight up apologized to her for being akward and not communicating great and that I'm not used to this. I know, I know SHUT UP YOU FUCKING RETARD! JUST DON'T DO THE THING THAT YOU KNOW YOU SHOULDN'T. JUST BREATHE, YOU BIG DUMB ASPIE FUCK! DIIEEEE!!!!
Anyways, she's super chill and normal and asked if we could do this again tomorrow. Either I'm going to be the star of the biggest TikTok cringe video ever or things... are okay.
Years of bad habits, untreated anxiety, lack of exposure to the outside world and internalized horrible belief systems about myself and others have made me really kind of socially retarded in ways I wasn't years ago... but I also am meeting more people and actually experiencing life. So maybe I'm not the one to judge if I'm autistic or a completely anti-social loser.
I really don't know how to just not spill my spaghetti. I know this shit doesn't happen every... ever? I know if we actually chill tomorrow it's kind of a make it or break it. I have no idea how I'm going to manage this. Either this girl is really ungodly patient and chill or I'm making things too hard on myself.
I know I'm saying "HEY OTHER AUTISTIC ANTI SOCIAL RETARDS WHO LIVE IN THEIR OWN HEADS, WUT SHUD I DU?!2!!11!?"
But yes, I truly am on the wire here. I feel like this is a sink or swim moment. Not because of sexual tension. I just really want to prove to myself that I can be that guy who doesn't ruin everything for himself. I want to just have a nice date where I'm not worried or stuttering or drawing blanks. I want to actually have a good time with this girl and not make things awkward because she deserves that for actually being a decent person and having some faith in me, even when I feel like I completely fell short.
Please dear Godbear, brothers in Chrischan... give me your strength.
Yes, kiwis... That actually happened to me.
I feel like the date was a total flop. I haven't realized how socially awkward and anxious I am until very recently. How hard it is for me to have a conversation with most people without tripping up or having long silences. And I was just in shock at the fact that this thing was actually happening that I couldn't really be in the zone and just live in the moment. This is one of those things you think is going to happen some far off day in a possible future, or at least you say it will so you have some coping mechanism to not want to die.
I did the biggest faux pass and straight up apologized to her for being akward and not communicating great and that I'm not used to this. I know, I know SHUT UP YOU FUCKING RETARD! JUST DON'T DO THE THING THAT YOU KNOW YOU SHOULDN'T. JUST BREATHE, YOU BIG DUMB ASPIE FUCK! DIIEEEE!!!!
Anyways, she's super chill and normal and asked if we could do this again tomorrow. Either I'm going to be the star of the biggest TikTok cringe video ever or things... are okay.
Years of bad habits, untreated anxiety, lack of exposure to the outside world and internalized horrible belief systems about myself and others have made me really kind of socially retarded in ways I wasn't years ago... but I also am meeting more people and actually experiencing life. So maybe I'm not the one to judge if I'm autistic or a completely anti-social loser.
I really don't know how to just not spill my spaghetti. I know this shit doesn't happen every... ever? I know if we actually chill tomorrow it's kind of a make it or break it. I have no idea how I'm going to manage this. Either this girl is really ungodly patient and chill or I'm making things too hard on myself.
I know I'm saying "HEY OTHER AUTISTIC ANTI SOCIAL RETARDS WHO LIVE IN THEIR OWN HEADS, WUT SHUD I DU?!2!!11!?"
But yes, I truly am on the wire here. I feel like this is a sink or swim moment. Not because of sexual tension. I just really want to prove to myself that I can be that guy who doesn't ruin everything for himself. I want to just have a nice date where I'm not worried or stuttering or drawing blanks. I want to actually have a good time with this girl and not make things awkward because she deserves that for actually being a decent person and having some faith in me, even when I feel like I completely fell short.
Please dear Godbear, brothers in Chrischan... give me your strength.
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Things are okay!!
Enjoy the second go-out! And turn off your self-criticizing brain and have a good time!