When I was much younger, a LOT of people asked when I was going to get my PhD. Honestly, I might have, but my career has always been moderately unstable, but looking back, I don't think it would have done me any good. I've known too many overly-credentialed cretins (they weren't all cretins, but I think everyone here knows what I'm talking about) to think I was more than likely to be treated like one of them.
What's your problem? The day to day struggles, or a lack of purpose in life?
To my eternal embarrassment and without even having the hot and female bonus, i've been that exact kind of person for way too many times due to not having my drinking in control way back when (~15 years ago or even longer). Slept in the park next to my current girlfriend's apartment on one occassion because i behaved that much of a cunt when i couldn't keep it together when we were out in a restaurant with one of my best friends and his girlfriend. To this day i have zero memory of the evening and my girlfriend never told me exactly what happened but i know it must've been bad because she was used to me drinking and me being drunk me back then.
That does sound rough, my dude. This girl, though, wouldn't necessarily get hammered and then start talking shit. It was more like her trying to sound all intellectual and knowledgeable about current events or some niche topic when it was clear that she was just ignorant as a goldfish.
All in the long past, testament to her love that she still is with me to this day (again, i got zero memory of that day apart from waking up in the park that's like five minutes away from her old apartment). To my humble credit, i never got anywhere close to something like that again in the 17 years we are now together. Going on 18, i think, this year, i am never going to get married but i already planned on getting rings next month for her birthday, it's about time, but i don't know how i can make it into a surprise without asking/measuring her fucking ring finger size.
It really depends on what field and for which purpose. Most fields are pure deathtraps, others (such as electronics) are strongly linked to industry and may provide a springboard to employment.
Well, turns out I was indeed above my head. Even if my previous apartment rental agency's practices are really scummy, they're somewhat legal, there's thus an extremely remote chance that going to court is not gonna result in a net loss for me. I've decided to set my pride aside and settle. It's a shit sandwich but I gotta eat it.
Fucking.. mood, man. Mood. Minus the autism, but I could definitely be considered neurodivergent.
I've heard Montana is nice.
Maybe you have chronic depression. I know how you feel since I have that issue as well. Get diagnosed and have a treatment whenever posible.
I mean, yeah, I can always do it for myself, but I have other things I want to do, and unless it gets me out of my current shithole career, it's not worth the time, money or effort.
I've seen pictures, but is Montana full of religious nutjobs? I don't mind religious neighbours who socialise via their church and do charity drives, or monthly potluck dinners with the congregation, I'm talking Amish or LDS type of weirdos.
I can get depressive through winter pretty bad so I can sympathize. It's hilarious, since I burst into flames in natural sunlight, but I need the sun to just be there. Also under stand the Christmas thing, it was my favorite time of the year, but had a few years of family being retarded and spiteful for no good reason in a row and it's really soured the season for me. My mother and one of my siblings have grudges that go back as long as I've been alive and it flares up from time to time. I tend to start stressing in October, but they've been better lately, for now.
We're slated to get back to above freezing weather starting Monday and I cannot wait. We went two weeks below freezing and that's long for SW Ohio. Hasn't gotten as cold as it sometimes does, no daytime near 0 temps, but just long and I think it's driving people crazy.
Montana is full of nothing. As you can tell from friend of the farms Theodore John Kaczynski and how long it took to find him. Montana, Wyoming and Alaska are the 3 least densely populated US states.
