I truly don't know what to do.
I'm out of money. I went through my savings long ago, and have been living off of unemployment, credit card debt, and the help of my (not wealthy) parents. I'm close to maxing out my credit cards, I don't have health insurance anymore, I don't have enough money to pay rent this month...
I need a job. I need to move to a cheaper place. I need to get my life together. But how am I supposed to do that..?
I've applied to hundreds of jobs online over the last few years, many outside of the animation industry. I search and I apply every single day. To silence.
My animation dream came true seven(!!) years ago now, I did the thing, I made a show. And I haven't been able to get a full-time job in animation since. The closest I got was a Supervising Director role on a show in development that wound up getting canned when the WB-Discovery merger happened in 2022. We didn't learn it was officially dead until summer of 2024.
I have a second show in development, l've been working on it with Legendary TV and Amazon since 2020. This show means everything to me - these are characters l've had since I was in middle school, it feels like this is THE story I was put on Earth to tell. I have put my heart and soul into developing this show and thank god it's still in the running. The thing is, development doesn't pay.
If my new show gets greenlit I will be saved, I will have money coming in again, I will be back to working in animation, the thing I love more than anything. But it isn't up to me. I did my best up until now, but I have no control over the outcome or when things may move forward.
And in the meantime I have to survive. But how am I supposed to survive if I can't get any work...?
I don't want to give up. I can't give up. But I can't go on like this...
So... if you're looking for an experienced and highly qualified Showrunner, Supervising Director, Director, Character Designer, Storyboard Artist, Revisionist, or Color Designer.
Please consider hiring me.