Hey guys, how has everyone been?

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I forgot what time I ordered my breakfast at this hotel, and now I'm like, "uh, do I have time to take a shower now or do I have to wait..."
 
I live on the opposite side of the country than my family and my friends. I visit on 'home' on holidays to visit, but I still feel homesick. Visit the Midwest a week in the summer because friend.
I lived in the same place for twenty years. I don't feel like my hometown is even home anymore. Have Heartsweet, know home is where the heart is, other stuff. But it's still weird. How do you live in the same city for twenty years and start over again? I needed to get away because I was stricken with wanderlust and only lived 3 hours out out of town my freshman year of college. Now live 3 days/2000 miles away.
BOO HOO ETC BORING.
 
Happy first day of summer!

To the Kiwis in the southern hemisphere, sorry that it's the first day of winter (unless you like winter).

Also, that bird that was trapped in the store finally got out.
 
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Doing fine. Going to start my summer course tomorrow.

I was going to take two classes, but unfortunately, I unknowingly took a course that was a co-requisite to another class, and I didn't find out about this until I started the class a couple of weeks ago. So I had to drop it when I found out.

So I'm only taking Nutrition this semester. It at least gives me more time to work at my job, but I feel like a bit of a hypocrite now as I remember talking to Connor about how there's no harm in trying to take more than one or two classes. : /
 
Feeling good today. Picked up a new black ink printer cartridge and I finished a practice corporate finance course exam in less than an hour, besides going back over some questions that I felt like I needed more practice on before tomorrow. I'll take care of the other exam that I have on Tuesday this afternoon and go over what I need to know for that one. The three summer classes aren't really as difficult as I thought they would be. I would normally do 2 per summer semester but I just want to get this shit over with as quickly as I can by the end of next year. I'm about a semester (I'll probably look into doing a maymester next year and another summer semester again so that's how I came to the conclusion that I'd graduate college in Fall 2016) behind everyone that I graduated high school with because of the year off I took in between.
 
I nuked my old hard drive a few days ago. I had all sorts of junk of nostalgic value from late 2007 until early 2015 slowly pile up. Throwing it all away without making any backups did not hurt nearly as much as I had imagined it would; the memories were only slowing me down.

I have trouble staying motivated and I often feel like self-destructing in the most drawn-out way possible, so getting rid of things I don't need seems like the right thing to do.
 
Went to my sister's wedding on Saturday. She's marrying into a wonderful family and my new brother-in-law is basically awesome.
 
Just found out I did really well in the mid term for my class, I'm feeling pretty happy about it. Now its just a paper on Hitchcock with the final exam next week and I be moving on to a psychology course online.
 
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Anxiety has been crazy bad the last few weeks, not even the ativan can touch it. I think it's because I ran out of lunesta early (I was doubling my dose out of desperation because my insomnia has also been really bad). I think I can refill it in a few days, but in the meantime I am so on edge. It sucks.

I think another part of it is that my boyfriend and I have been bird shopping for the last month and have had no luck at all. The first parrot we put a deposit on died a few days later, yet the store refused to refund said deposit. They did finally agree to convert it to a gift card so at least I can use the money for supplies, but I'd rather not even give them my money at all at this point. The only other bird we've liked was WAY out of our price range, and we drove two hours to see the breeder who wouldn't give us prices over the phone. The pricing in this area is literally over double compared to what it was where I used to live. It's just been a very frustrating process.

I'm sort of in a self-destructive "fuck it" mood where I just wanna be all "treat yoself" and throw it on my credit card, but I know I'd eventually realize that was a very reckless mistake and that would give me more anxiety. :')

/ramble
 
I went to another game event and had a great time there. I even played Streets of Rage 2 with a random person getting to the end. It was great.
 
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So a few of us from this forum hung out in New York City yesterday and it was a lot fun...but maybe the most fun was when I had to call my brother for a ride at 1 in the morning because the train station people put a boot on my tire because I thought I'd get away with parking in the monthly tag zone like I did last time. AUGH YEAH

I have to go back in a bit and pay 47 bucks to get it removed. :story:
 
Had my first "date" today, if it could be called that. We really just hung out in my room and watched anime. But things kinda escalated at a certain point, and now I have a very noticeable hickey. Not sure when I should tell my parents about us.
 
Watching one of my college classmates slowly start to post ex-gay testimonies she saw on CBN on Facebook today.

I just feel so... "you really believe that?"

Like... people believe that.

(:_(

I'm gonna go look at my friends' gay wedding pictures now and feel happy.
 
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Had the worst headache and fatigue ever yesterday and was so tired that I went to bed much earlier than I usually do. I even thought I was coming down with something bad. Being on this site when I'm in that state wasn't the best idea for me at all.

Feeling much better now though with enough rest.
 

This is all I'm going to be listening to for a while.
 
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