Hey guys, how has everyone been?

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Queen of Tarts said:
I'd really like to find a guy my own age who's kind, not too materialistic, good looking, and into me. I'm starting to think those don't exist though.
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I'm torrenting shit and once more, my computer continues to fizzle out and blue screen after a while. This has happened a few times today.

I will not rest until I have stolen what I currently desire.
 
One of my front teeth (second top left incisor) appears to have a hole on it near the edge. Aside from that bit of bad news, my day has been rather good.
 
93532 said:
i'm actually pretty shit right now. i started a new job and was pretty happy about that, despite it requiring 14 hour shifts. i'm not one to complain about working too much, more time means more money after all. but yesterday i find out from my boss (after working for three months) that the misdemeanor on my record - which was dismissed after i was brought to court - means i can't work there, at least until it's expunged. so basically i hafta pay off the government to work, to the tune of 700 bucks, and the entire process takes 2-3 months, meaning i'll won't be working this job til after xmas. i work a second job though so i'm not completely boned, but it's barely enough to cover rent, let alone food/power/internet (if i disappear from the site for a month, you'll know why). i did a little freelance writing over the summer and i'm trying to see if there's any work available on that front but pickings seem pretty slim, and i'll probably have to pick up a minimum wage job in the meantime to make ends meet.

to top it off, my girlfriend graduates this month and i'm not even sure if i'll be able to afford getting her a nice gift with the paltry change in my savings. so i've been pissy with her and avoiding my friends because i don't want anyone to see that i'm within inches of being destitute. i guess that's honestly why i'm posting in this thread - it's free and i'm basically anonymous so i don't have any shame telling you guys. plus if i don't tell someone i think i'm going to rob a gas station and die in the resulting police standoff.

that was a joke, btw. please don't call the e-cops on me.
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Damn. I would think if the charge was dismissed that your employer wouldn't raise a stink about it. I thought they only did that for convictions.

Anyway, I'm sure your girlfriend cares more about your well-being than any gift you would give her, so take care on that front.
 
I'm doing a lot better compared to a few days ago. I have some better ideas on what to do about college. I was able to calm down so I'm able to think clearly. Now I just need to get more sleep.
 
Kinda pissed right now. The university I'm going to is planning on transferring to a location that I can't get to considering my living conditions.

It's too far away to drive to and back and I have no idea if there are any other colleges that teach in the field I'm pursuing in my area.

Fucking christ.
 
Holdek said:
Anyway, I'm sure your girlfriend cares more about your well-being than any gift you would give her, so take care on that front.
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oh, i know, and youre right. it's more of a self-respect thing yknow? i want to be enough of a man to provide for my loved ones and make them happy. maybe that's an archaic definition of "man" but what can i say.
 
School is really kicking my ass, but I'm trying to stay positive about it and get the most I can out of it. It's just that I'm there all day (no, like 9AM - midnight some nights) M-F and then Saturdays to work on stuff. It's not so bad because I really don't have much of a social life to sacrifice anymore, but damn would I love to just lounge around for one day instead of constantly playing catch up.
 
I went to some meeting at my school yesterday, and I guess I made a friend? I don't really fit in with everyone else, so its kinda nice to have someone to talk to. Just hard to make friends when you're one of 5 straight males in a class of 180, and everyone else formed their groups already...
 
Queen of Tarts said:
Just found out the meds I've been put on a couple of days ago are for bipolar symptoms. This whole year and beyond suddenly makes a lot of sense.
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Those drugs are powerful psychoactive substances. Watch yourself, and your behavior really closely. If anything about your disposition feels off or bad over the next weeks, talk to your doctor about it. I had a horrible experience with the wrong medication. I'd never wish what I went through on anyone. The mistake I made was I didn't tell my doctor about the insomnia or the unrelenting anxiety or the suicidal thoughts that I developed since starting the prescription.

I was so fucked up by the improper medication that I felt I couldn't trust my doctor. It honestly made perfect sense to not tell anyone at the time.

I hope they help you. :>
 
Had to get 2 bags of chips with my chicken salad wrap because there's barely any in just 1. :c

Suck my dick, Herr's.
 
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