i'm actually pretty shit right now. i started a new job and was pretty happy about that, despite it requiring 14 hour shifts. i'm not one to complain about working too much, more time means more money after all. but yesterday i find out from my boss (after working for three months) that the misdemeanor on my record - which was dismissed after i was brought to court - means i can't work there, at least until it's expunged. so basically i hafta pay off the government to work, to the tune of 700 bucks, and the entire process takes 2-3 months, meaning i'll won't be working this job til after xmas. i work a second job though so i'm not completely boned, but it's barely enough to cover rent, let alone food/power/internet (if i disappear from the site for a month, you'll know why). i did a little freelance writing over the summer and i'm trying to see if there's any work available on that front but pickings seem pretty slim, and i'll probably have to pick up a minimum wage job in the meantime to make ends meet.
to top it off, my girlfriend graduates this month and i'm not even sure if i'll be able to afford getting her a nice gift with the paltry change in my savings. so i've been pissy with her and avoiding my friends because i don't want anyone to see that i'm within inches of being destitute. i guess that's honestly why i'm posting in this thread - it's free and i'm basically anonymous so i don't have any shame telling you guys. plus if i don't tell someone i think i'm going to rob a gas station and die in the resulting police standoff.
that was a joke, btw. please don't call the e-cops on me.