Hey guys, how has everyone been?

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Today was awesome. The best parts were test driving an Audi S6, going to the park with by family and my dog, and then a big fireworks show over the park.
 
Going through my 8 page supply list for this year of school. The tally is up to $4000 right now and greatly exceeds how much I get from loans and financial aid.
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i guess (read: HOPE) i'm getting out of my downer. i checked in on some folks i used to know, more of them. found more. many of them are art pros now. people i know irl are really going places with art. i'm scrambling to catch up to make up for the 7 years of barely getting anywhere and trying to build confidence and a solid foundation. it hurts. a lot. physically. because i have REALLY bad tendons. i had to stop myself and force myself to take a break. this must be a manic phase. and since i always have to worry about SOMETHING i'm worried about my tendons. but so long as i'm focused on drawing, i'm not thinking of...bad stuff.

i just went on another youtube crawl for 3eb songs that are still concert-exclusive. since stephan jenkins went on about what a huge, important influence lou reed was for him, i'm listening to lou reed now.

i just want to get as good as i can as fast as i can. i'd love the validation of being able to look at something moving on a screen and saying "***I*** had a hand/put that there". unrealistic, i know. but at the very least i'd like to be good enough to do that.
 
It's Monday and wow do I feel awesome.

I got paid midnight Friday and I may have spent a little too much, but it was definitely worth it ^.^ - I had'nt really slept until about 7am Monday morning; I had stayed up drinking the second I got paid, then went out to see old friends in another town, still very drunk. Then Saturday night we got wasted and it just kept going until like 4am Monday.

So I'm very not-with-it at the moment, and my bank account is crying :lol: - I am stupidly bad with money, I don't even know how we managed to spend £200 over a weekend :o

(I also kinda woke up with one of these.turns out I bought one when drunk... And apparently donated money to Help for Heroes too, cuz I had one of those charity rubber wristbands on too :lol:. Going shopping drunk is a weird experience).
 
Yesterday I was at work and fainted. Am chalking it up to swooning too much...and not eating all day. I awoke to being surrounded by coworkers and got scared and confused and ended up having a panic attack.
But like a true framer of the battlefield, I didn't go home. I had to FINISH THE FIGHT.
#FramerHumor #FinishTheFight #Swoon #SexualPanic
 
I had this conversation with my brother today:

Me: How do you feel about fedoras?

Brother: What are they again?

Me: Freddy Krueger's hat.

Brother: Oh, yeah, they're cool, they look good. Wouldn't look good on you though.

Me: *Smiling* No, you're right, they wouldn't.

Brother: They'd suit me just fine though.

Me: *Grinning, trying not to laugh* Oh yeah they would.
 
FramerGirl420 said:
Yesterday I was at work and fainted. Am chalking it up to swooning too much...and not eating all day. I awoke to being surrounded by coworkers and got scared and confused and ended up having a panic attack.
But like a true framer of the battlefield, I didn't go home. I had to FINISH THE FIGHT.
#FramerHumor #FinishTheFight #Swoon #SexualPanic
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Oh, no. You're hashtagging. Thinking that might've been less of a faint and more of a massive, debilitating stroke.
 
Ugh. Well, Summer time is officially on, but the sad part is I feel like shit. I've been working real hard the past 9 months or so fixing up my hormonal levels to what they should naturally be so I changed my diet heavily, dropped junk food (except sodas and the occasional candy bar. I need my morning fizziness) and started eating a lot more cholesterol and fats, all in the hopes of putting on muscle. Well, its been about 5 lbs of muscle I've put on, and I'm happy enough about that, and my confidence is better.

Well, lately, I've dropped one of my 4 meals due to me having to bust out $1000 the past 2 weeks and I needed to cut back on my costs. Thank included having to skip out on the gym the past week. To hell with this, tomorrow I'm going back. All the girls are on the island now, nows not the time to abandon this.
 
I ate a beef and broccoli noodle tv dinner at midnight, then I felt guilty. I gotta say it, thin privilege is not feeling guilty for eating noodles at midnight. D:
 
Well, since it's free for gold I got Dark Souls. I just got past the first boss and I'm already feeling paranoid as fuck.

No game after this will be the same for me ever again.

Been trying to fix my living habits and my sleep schedule. ...which I am failing at miserably since I'm typing at 3:40AM.

....That's all.
 
The ferry to the Full Moon Party is in 50 mins, trying quick as I can to cook food, shower, make a "magic square" *yawn* and make it back on the boat. I missed the last one, I DON'T want to miss this.
 
Man I had such a good time at the Full Moon and my parents are still out of town I'm just itching for another night on the town. Gonna check out Boat Harbour and then Mangoes-Snappas
 
I kinda just broke down in front of my parents after giving my dad his Father's Day card. It made me realize just how much I take advantage of the two of them, and that I really am scared of the future. Plus my dad and I aren't exactly on the best terms when it comes to communicating openly with one another, so I felt like I had to keep apologizing after telling him in the most awkward voice that I loved him.
 
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I've been crocheting again and it's really fun. I'm crocheting amigurumis (those little plushies you crochet of characters and cute things). Most of it is scrap yarn, but I might get some more colors tomorrow or something.
 
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