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Zeorus said:
Sick and tired of being sick and tired.

Sick of missing her while she's moving on.

Sick of not knowing what to believe in or what to care about anymore.
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I'm so sorry you are feeling this way, I know days can feel like sometimes. I've never had a break up, but I have heard it can be very painful, and slow process to go through.

Keep hanging on, and talk to people about it, I'm sure many people here would like to help you.

I hope you feel better soon, and you are able to move on. Keep strong, you're a good person, and very nice.
 
TrippinKahlua said:
My biological clock has been broken for a few days. Maybe its because I'm a little sick. I went to sleep at 2AM last night, and now its 1:20AM and I'm still awake, not feeling anywhere ready to go to sleep.

Still gotta wake up to catch the 9AM ferry...
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I hope your biological clock goes back to normal soon, tiredness, and being out of kilter is a big killer being out of routine. I wish you well, and I hope everything goes back to normal for you soon.
 
Zeorus said:
Sick and tired of being sick and tired.

Sick of missing her while she's moving on.

Sick of not knowing what to believe in or what to care about anymore.
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Breakups are fucking harsh man, I know it sounds pointless but all you can do is keep your chin up and keep yourself busy, DO NOT sit around moping and "what iffing " its the worst.
And like Princess said, theres good people here if you need to chat.
 
Foulmouth said:
Breakups are fucking harsh man, I know it sounds pointless but all you can do is keep your chin up and keep yourself busy, DO NOT sit around moping and "what iffing " its the worst.
And like Princess said, theres good people here if you need to chat.
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I would make an addendum- it's sometimes good to take a week or so and just mope like a motherfucker. But you've got to come out of it, or you end up being one of those sad sacks of shit talking about the girl he used to love to a bunch of uninterested friends for the fiftieth time while she's married and has a bunch of kids or whatever. Don't be that guy.
 
It's Saturday. I'm finding that, as I get older, I resent Saturday more and more. I've considered taking a job on the weekends to give me something to do. Saturdays and Sundays mean that I pretty much just lump around the house, half-heartedly poking at some of my courses and trying to convince myself that I'm more important than I really am.

I hate lumping around.
 
Well, I fell asleep at 2:30AM last night. But then, I wake up at 7AM to find my entire body covered with cold sweat. Perhaps this was because I had my air conditioner all the way up and then slept with 4 blankets, but this was NOT a good feeling to wake up to. I also felt a pain in my stomach. I stayed asleep until about 8:30AM, hoping to be able to sleep it off and made it onto the ferry.

Well, around 11, I feel like this isn't going to do me good today, its really hot out and I'm already a little fatigued… So now I'm home sick.

I very, very rarely get sick, I have a very strong immune system, but sometimes, things do get me.
 
So the end of the semester is coming crashing down. I have finals to come in dynamics, thermodynamics, mechanics of deformables, and economics. Still got homework to do for dynamics and deform.

Very few prospects for an internship this summer, which kind of sucks, but hey I can catch up on a couple classes and keep working my shitty but well-paying job.

I've been perpetually tired since the semester began, basically. That's what happens when you do work and school both full-time I guess. Plus my GF is a night owl and in the next time zone so she likes calling me around midnight and I miss her so much I can't bring myself to not talk to her when she calls. I need to try to switch to part-time for the fall, I just don't have enough time in the day. Maybe my job will let me do 2 or 3 full days a week instead of 5, maybe they won't... if not I think I just have to find something else and take the gigantic-ass pay cut.

Finally hit the gym yesterday for the first time in about a month. Just been too busy with project work filling the time between class and job, but my big semester project is done so I have a little time again. Got those squat-newb leg aches all over again.

Oh, and I found out yesterday that an old, now former-friend (let's call him X), allegedly tried to rape another old friend (let's say Y). Needless to say he's cut out of my life. Which I don't feel too bad about that, I should have done that a while ago, he always was crazy as a shithouse rat, but I never thought he'd pull shit like that.

Little backstory, when I say X is crazy as fuck I mean it. My roommate and I lived with him for a while, so we have some first-hand experience. He had a crush on some chick in one of his classes, so he printed out a bunch of her facebook pics and taped them to his bedroom wall. Idolized Dexter from the eponymous show. Had a super big crush on Y and another friend we used to hang out with, and would occasionally be known to do things like sit outside their house. We thought he was just a weird guy who didn't quite know how to act appropriately and maybe was even playing things up for attention and in the past couple years he'd been acting a lot less creepy, though he did lick my girlfriend's arm when he met her (which pissed me way the hell off but at the time I was too shocked to do anything because really who does that?)

Anyway, I was at a convention of general nerdy shit with another friend (we'll say Z) and they usually spend a lot of time together and it seemed right up X's alley. So I asked Z why X wasn't there and he's like "er... we had kind of a falling-out... you didn't hear?" and proceeded to tell me apparently a little while back when X and Y were hanging out he pinned her down and was saying some terrible shit to her - couldn't get Z to tell me exactly what, either he's too squeamish or didn't actually know, not sure - and only stopped because Y got a phone call and X thought it was Z calling because they were supposed to meet up at some point, at which point Y GTFO of the area.

So this is all sort of third-hand and I don't know for sure exactly what happened, because Z doesn't want to talk about it, I don't really want to hang out with X much anyway, and I don't know Y well enough to ask her and wouldn't want to bring up something that may well have been traumatic if I did. But I don't really give a shit, gives me an excuse to not talk to creepy-ass X anymore.
 
Today I learned why you never, ever, ever, browse CWCKI forums while at work. After like, three hours of reading old lolcow threads, I was making a customer (my only customer of the afternoon) a drink.......and I accidentally asked him if he would like "more or less Autism", in his martini.


Olives.

I meant to say olives.

Fuck me and fuck this crazy awesome forum.

Edit: this was my 666th post. Couldn't be prouder.
 
littlebiscuits said:
Today I learned why you never, ever, ever, browse CWCKI forums while at work. After like, three hours of reading old lolcow threads, I was making a customer (my only customer of the afternoon) a drink.......and I accidentally asked him if he would like "more or less Autism", in his martini.


Olives.

I meant to say olives.

Fuck me and fuck this crazy awesome forum.
Edit: this was my 666th post. Couldn't be prouder.
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Could I get a vodka tonic with a sperg wedge?
 
So yeah, finals are next week and I haven't studied for anything. I think I work better under pressure, so I'll probably wait until the day before my Fiction class and just write up a bunch of shit.

littlebiscuits said:
Today I learned why you never, ever, ever, browse CWCKI forums while at work. After like, three hours of reading old lolcow threads, I was making a customer (my only customer of the afternoon) a drink.......and I accidentally asked him if he would like "more or less Autism", in his martini.


Olives.

I meant to say olives.

Fuck me and fuck this crazy awesome forum.
Edit: this was my 666th post. Couldn't be prouder.
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Did a lot better on a test than I thought I did (I was thinking F but I ended up getting a B so I could potentially still end up with an A in the class). Also, I was called about a new tech writing contract that could not only take me through the Summer (possibly longer) and pay quite a large chunk of change. Still, I have an interview for a much less appealing, part-time warehouse-type job tomorrow that I'm still going to go to because nothing is set in stone with the contract job just yet.
 
I've been going through tons of papers, embassy personnel and shitty government officials to recognize my bastard child prior to it's birth. Fucking bureacracy. Meanwhile I am finding ways to make more money, planning to buy the cheapest tickets I can get and some more general issues that have to be dealt with prior to my moving abroad. It's all proven to be quite a hassle.

It's sunny outside and I am doing all this boring shit. I comfort myself in knowing it's for a good cause. So yeah, I am spending my days in ways that are boring, but useful. I can't help but think to myself, however, that there's certain people I would probably strangle through the phone if I could. It's a good thing I can't. :lol:
 
Satan said:
I've been going through tons of papers, embassy personnel and shitty government officials to recognize my bastard child prior to it's birth. Fucking bureacracy. Meanwhile I am finding ways to make more money, planning to buy the cheapest tickets I can get and some more general issues that have to be dealt with prior to my moving abroad. It's all proven to be quite a hassle.

It's sunny outside and I am doing all this boring shit. I comfort myself in knowing it's for a good cause. So yeah, I am spending my days in ways that are boring, but useful. I can't help but think to myself, however, that there's certain people I would probably strangle through the phone if I could. It's a good thing I can't. :lol:
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When is the baby due? :)
 
littlebiscuits said:
When is the baby due? :)
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Mid July! And it's a girl. I already find myself turning into a big softie because of it. Because of the long distance between me and my fiancée, we currently only see each other through Skype. Every day I see her belly grow a bit bigger, and every night before she goes to sleep I talk to the baby. She get's very responsive when she hears me voice, always kicking whenever I talk to her. :D

It's an amazing thing and it really pains me that I cannot be there to see her develop. I'll be there for the birth and onwards, and I am now planning everything for the future. Another two and a half months and I'll hold the little thing for the first time! Most exciting thing ever.
 
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