Hey guys, how has everyone been?

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wow Such sadness from everyone. I hope everyone gets to feeling better tomorrow! :heart-full:
 
I spent the entire day alone. I got home from school at 2:00. The only contact I've had since then is with my pets and people on the internet. Today was a good day.
 
exball said:
I spent the entire day alone. I got home from school at 2:00. The only contact I've had since then is with my pets and people on the internet. Today was a good day.
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I envy you exball for having the entire day alone. May you be frightened or creeped out by my avatar.
 
My condolences to everybody who's lost something important in the last few days. My favorite cat died a few weeks ago. Even though she had been living with my parents, it was still hard for me, too. Lily had been given to me at a very lonely and dark point in my life and to see her go was heartbreaking. |:(

But the good thing about life is that things tend to turn around. I passed my placement exams for going back to school. We celebrated my little girl's third birthday last night. And I have yummy biscuits for breakfast.
 
mostly neutral, mildly frustrating but slightly interesting. The weather's getting much more agreeable.

trying to get ahead but i keep falling behind.
 
I'm a bit frustrated.

My mead making project has hit a snag. My aunt recently voiced, loudly, her opinions on it. She stated that she does not condone any sort of arbitrary drinking and that by doing the project, I will be wasting time on it because I will be constantly watching the fermentation (the latter part being completely false; most time spent making mead is leaving it alone for long periods of time). My uncle, however, seem to be more or less neutral about it (he even suggest I take it a step further and make honey brandy). I'm probably still gonna do it, mostly because it's a pretty passive hobby that doesn't affect anyone else, and I love the satisfaction of making my own brew.
 
Doing a little bit better today. I'm still breaking down a little, but not as much and it's often brief. It might've been HCM that got KitKit.

Depending on how I feel this week, I might go looking for a kitten this coming weekend. However, I'm rather terrified at the moment that it'll develop the same thing and have an early death too OR that something else might go wrong.
 
I just found out today that my last day of work is the March 14th and that after that I'll be 100% self employed. Frankly, it's exciting and a little bit scary since all my income will be all me.

So I'm doing real good! :)
 
I had coffee with my ex-girlfriend after about a year since I had last seen her. I've been involved with several girls since then but I've refused to get in a relationship despite their efforts, mostly I would say because I don't want to deal an attitude shift like her's again.

Point being, while the chat was friendly and civilized, sometimes you want to call someone out on their hypocrisy. Sometimes you want to tell somebody that, simply, they are an asshole.

Every word that comes out of the mouth of this person goes unchecked, it is garbage. While I have no commitment to this person, the "gentleman" in me finds it necessary to let her keep thinking she is right, that she is better than me. I've let her categorize me as some sort of "typical guy" because I've gone from girl to girl.

I'm just a little tired of playing the bad guy. More than anything I'm tired of internalizing this situation.

I mean no disrespect to her though my words might seem a little harsh. I'm probably just venting at myself more than anything. I just need to find that courage to tell her I don't like her as a person and she isn't as selfless as she thinks.
 
I'm supposed to be writing an admission essay so I can go back to school, but instead I'm drinking Jack Daniel's, listening to heavy metal and looking for artwork of American presidents punching things. I'd say it's a fair trade-off.
 
Da Pickle Monsta said:
I'm supposed to be writing an admission essay so I can go back to school, but instead I'm drinking Jack Daniel's, listening to heavy \M/ETAL and looking for artwork of American presidents punching things. I'd say it's a fair trade-off.
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I'm supposed to be putting music on an iPod Nano for a trade show. Instead I'm listening to unhealthy amounts of Steam Powered Giraffe and procrastinating until I can do it tomorrow night.
 
Da Pickle Monsta said:
I'm supposed to be writing an admission essay so I can go back to school, but instead I'm drinking Jack Daniel's, listening to heavy \M/ETAL and looking for artwork of American presidents punching things. I'd say it's a fair trade-off.
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I'm doing the same. I wish these questions were easier to answer. I've been chewing on it for the better part of a week, and I'm still having trouble coming up with something I like.
 
Things have been kinda rough and kinda good at times, a massive sinus infection and severe headaches being the worst of it, but early this month I did 2 photo shoots (one in a park and one in a private outdoor car collection) with a friend who's into vintage clothes and being photographed, was at a gala art show on Valentine's Day and sold 8 photo prints from the print vendor table at said show, and I had my first cannabis brownie & loved it.
 
I'm working on some projects to try to get myself back into college. Part of me really wants to get in and finally get my bachelor's, but money is going to be so tight and then there's the commute and people and ughhhh.
It's like, I've been working at my bullshit job for years and I can't afford anything as it is. I don't know how I'm going to survive without a job and going to college. I'm really depressed about it. (:_(
 
Studying hard and not having the time to do almost anything during weekdays.
Ah, also, finally we've reached that time of year when the world stops to come to visit Brazil. Everything is crazy around here, this is the street where I live right now:
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Just cut my hand trying to carve a staff. I don't think I've ever had this much blood coming from a wound before....
 
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