Hey guys, how has everyone been?

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So my aunt finally contacted us. And she wants me to meet my dad before her. Or them together. Ugh. If this was several years ago, this would've given me a heart attack. I'm not that opposed to the idea as I was before but it still gives me anxiety. And the worst part of it, I have no idea why.

I've sort of realized that my story mirrors Cole Smithy's a bit.
Just remember you're doing better than he is. Walk in head high and satisfied with your own superiority. HE should be the one fretting about meeting YOU.
 
I woke up in the middle of the night and wasn't happy about that, but I was able to fall asleep again and still do okay. Yesterday afternoon I was reading voraciously through a few of the PDFs of some Java books I downloaded and have been already learning a lot. I'm going to go through two chapters out of the one that's been assigned for my class and see if I can get the problems assigned to me for the lab done before tomorrow, so I can go watch Deadpool.
 
My weekend has been pretty fucking crazy. My little brother was in the hospital a few days for pneumonia. He just got out this morning, thank God. It was my sister's birthday yesterday and we couldn't really celebrate it. My other sister caused a bit of a ruckus with her boyfriend. And I have a computer science exam on Monday. And there's no Wi-Fi and my sister is making me watch Dear John. All in all everything is pretty chaotic. Hopefully tomorrow I can spend the whole day with my boyfriend tomorrow and we can see Deadpool. That'll cheer me up.
 
Back from the con. Had fun, but my friend is kinda scatterbrained so she messed our schedule up a bit, so to speak. What sucks now is that I have a test tomorrow (taking an anatomy class just to kill time while I job search) and haven't had any time to study for it. Have to identify tissues and certain parts of the body; mostly worried about the former, 'cuz a lot of tissues look the same.
 
I got shitty sleep again last night, my mattress had a big stain on it, and I crapped that first exam, though to be fair, there's still a lot of other opportunities in that specific hospitality class especially with projects and two other exams coming up that are worth the same amount of points and that's why I've been feeling like shit all day. I have another exam Monday and another one on Tuesday and tonight I really want to step it up and really try to get through 3 of the PDFs I was supposed to read out of the 6 for that history class I'm taking. This semester has been fucking awful and I just want it over now. 18 credits just like last semester except most of these classes I really hate and the senioritis I had for several weeks didn't help either.

I also forgot to make a payment on one of my credit cards so I had to pay a fucking late fee on it. I'm so goddamn annoyed all around.
 
I been taking classes, while having a social life at the same time. I used to think I would have very few friends, because of myself, but going out to gaming social events really paid off. I been pretty happy for the last couple months.
 
I very rarely get sick.

That being said, I think I have caught an ear infection. The Music Fest is over, and I came back home to Main Island, and now I am gonna go to the Doctor tomorrow.

On the bright side, this happened one week before Spring Break month, not right at the start!
 
I'm actually feeling pretty good. My job is going fairly well, although it's just a part-time stocking job, but I've gotten used to it now. They've called me in a few times over the past few weeks so they think I'm dependable. I'm really enjoying my computer programming classes, especially my web design class, so after several years of trying to find a field I'd enjoy I think I finally figured it out.
 
my week has been... fine, i guess. cons are: i've been fretting about a potential medical issue i might have, and i'm not sure if i should see my regular doctor about it or call for an appointment with a specialist, whatever specialist i might need for this thing in particular. i have an exam tomorrow for my maths class, so that's super duper. but on the other side, the pros are: my boyfriend and i have been going pretty well so far and i have good hopes for us. i'm getting interested in cooking, since lately i've been trying to eat healthier and the few non-fast food restaurants around here have retarded hours. i've also been unfucking my living space which has proven to be immensely satisfying.
 
On the 8th I got into a car accident because some waste management asshole decided to cut my mom off when driving and then decided to lie about it. (He decided to turn into TWO lanes at once while coming from a repair shop and stated my mom was speeding and therefore was her fault. ) On top, the cop didn't listen to my side because I saw it and only listened to his side of the story despite seeing everything and used a concussed woman's testimony as proof he was correct. (He interviewed my mother while she had a concussion. She, however, stated that "he wasn't there one minute, and there the next)

Now we have no car. I'm allergic to my humira and now need remicade but I have no mode of transportation to get there. I'm also worried about school because my grades declined for the two weeks that I had no access to transportation. (I have two day classes every week) I'm trying to raise them and its working a bit.
 
For context of my next statements, let it be known I work at a shelter.

Today I had the "pleasure" of coming across a cat amid a miscarriage (purely placentas; she was so early on in the pregnancy that fetuses didn't even develop) and discovering another had a really fucking bad case of ringworm that previously went undiagnosed because of a med-person working there claiming it was a "pressure sore".

I got to help blacklight neighboring cats to make sure we didn't have a ringworm epidemic brewing. Fucking lovely.
 
I bought shit off Amazon and Newegg.

The shit to repair my desktop arrived today, when it was due Tuesday.
The MRE I ordered off Amazon arrived today, when it was due Monday.
They sent the wrong MRE. I can't fix my desktop with my nephew in the house.
FML.
 
I can say that earlier today, I went through some strong emotions. To clarify, I got a call from a family member that I severed ties with due to some drama. Considering how he sounded on the phone, I may as well give him a chance and see him tomorrow. Also, there is critical thinking homework I have for a Philosophy class and I need to finish that shit at least by tomorrow along with studying Hinduism for an Asian Philosophy exam I have this coming Thursday. For this week however, I need to improve in Critical Thinking for Philosophy since the first exam left me with a D. On a brighter note, as much as how it can be pain being at school from 9 to 8, doing internship work isn't all that bad. It is nice fixing computers for the college I attend.
 
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