Oh, head's up: I got an email and this person claims Malf or whatever wasn't him. I don't know. Not been following this.
Autistic People On The Website!?
After browsing the final words of my forums as a guest, I came across a peculiar mentioning that this website was, as I understand, founded by an autistic fellow. Also, the autistic group seems to be, as I understand, heavy in this website... most of the users, as I understand, are autistic. So, if this true, why could I not see it? It felt like I was being trolled at the moment, especially when someone said "Autistic people, so easy to interrogate". This makes me feel very belittled, and makes them feel big, which makes me feel sad if that was an autistic person speaking... and makes me wonder if I myself am vastly different than most autistic people...
You see, I'm very insecure and sensitive. I tend to overreact to little things and big things. Even though people on this website were doing nothing to me before I entered, on Deviantart, every time I tried to ask for a plush design, someone says "Don't talk to him, he's a pedaphile.", which then the person I want the plush done blocks me, and there is no way I can get to them since they know what a gondracorn is and who it belongs to.
I was very frustrated. Now my reputation is shot everywhere on Deviantart. I don't have any place else to turn to to get a custom plush design.
I would like to sign up as "Gondracorn" and calmly explain who I am, my entire story, and ask for people to tell the other people that they told on Deviant Art that I am not a pedaphile, or at least direct them to this website. Because I cannot do this myself because of the block.
If you do not allow this, then I don't know what I can do anymore. My reputation is shot, there are no websites that make single custom plushes except Deviantart (Etsy does not deal with this anymore.), and most of the Websites like Deviantart are either not plush designing websites (Art Instead), or are so close to Deviantart that they know who I am already.
So, please, allow me to sign up as "gondracorn" with this email address and tell my story like it was supposed to be told and done. Unless I can get permission to do this, I'll be in even more trouble for double accounting.
I understand you cannot allow rule bending because of other people thinking then it's okay, but seriously, think of it this way: A False Gondracorn named Gondraporn or what not signs up to make a joke. "Hey, I am NOT gondracorn. I am really [so and what]" "Hey Not Gondracorn! We know your a pedafile! Wink Wink!" "I am not a Pedaphile! I am Really An Assburger!"
This scenario has been going through my mind as a "What if this could happen?" This will be worse than what just happened, for they are making fun of me, replaying the whole scenario for a laugh, and that is just not right!
Please, if not for the introduction, perhaps for just Username Coining (Signing Up and being Invisible) I am the creator of Gondracorns and I don't take teasing or calling my Gondracorns names lightly.. If fact, I seriously despise it and anyone who does! It's infuriating!
So, I ask one more time... will you not let me sign up again and tell my story maturely? I think the entire community deserves it after the way I acted, and I owe it to them.
Also, if this community is truely autistic based, then perhaps I should be allowed to join, for I feel like I am possibly connected to them. Because I cannot find an autistic community in my area or even a website of autistic people.
Thank you for reading this entire request. I hope you have a wonderful day!