General Assembly for November 9th

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I am stressed, misguided and disillusioned about the future and I don’t really enjoy the work I’m having to do until mid next year. I also live a pretty great life all things considered, though that mostly extends to material status (fresh water, delicious food, clean clothes, safe home, solid technology, etc). However where I exist now has me convinced that I would like to escape people as much as I possibly can and live a quiet isolated life with as much time to myself as possible. I don’t know how one does that though so I’m just kind of a ghost in my own life right now, which is becoming mentally grating, killing my focus and clarity about more immediate work.
I've been there before man. Still kind of am now but things have been far better then a few years ago. I was doing the same thing day in and out with little social interaction. I just wanted to end the day on my computer playing vidja or watching Youtube. It never made me feel actually content and I know it's because I am just wasting away my life. But I always thought to myself, whats the point, I already wasted so much time already. And I was super fat lol, lmao even. Things got better when I just decided one day to use that Gym membership I had from a while back and actually start doing some weight training three times a week. This led into me eating healthier too and lost 80 pounds. You don't need to go to the gym especially if you already do it, but what helped me was to have a way to break up the week and give me something to overcome. That's what helped me change my mindset on things and lead me into a more fulfilling life. Because that mindset change allowed me to take up opportunities I otherwise would disregard and I wouldn't be wear I am now with out it. It took about a year to really get that ball rolling, but the journey never felt like a waste of time.
 
My grandfather died today, he was 91. Spent most of the morning dealing with his body and seeing family members who never took the time to visit him pretend to be sad. Other than that pretty uneventful
 
I feel ok, coukd be better without the chronic pain but could be worse too so meh i try to focus on the positive
 
Work scheduling got me all turned around and I forgot today was Sunday so I missed church, now I must repent by devouring my enemies.

 
Is that game even actually good?
I like it. Tho is seems to come in three flavors due to originally being like under winnable. And then the more modern version is win able.

Its nearly an idle game? So I love it. Lol

But I am a casual and spiders george type gamer.
 
I am stressed, misguided and disillusioned about the future and I don’t really enjoy the work I’m having to do until mid next year. I also live a pretty great life all things considered, though that mostly extends to material status (fresh water, delicious food, clean clothes, safe home, solid technology, etc). However where I exist now has me convinced that I would like to escape people as much as I possibly can and live a quiet isolated life with as much time to myself as possible. I don’t know how one does that though so I’m just kind of a ghost in my own life right now, which is becoming mentally grating, killing my focus and clarity about more immediate work.

Saw a cool post about having a successful 2026.

1. Choose a Misogi. Basically...find something difficult you've never done and work towards it. Easy hard task...train for a marathon.

2. 6 'kevins rule' trips. 6 things you wouldnt normally do. You play video games/youtube on your off time...take a trip 2 hours outside of town on a sunday or a freeday to some random place. once every 2 months or 6 times a year.

3. 4 new habits...1 per quarter. pick something you want to do/work on/change.
 
I've been playing Arc Raiders and have come to a sad realisation. The world is becoming a shittier place year by year. Hearing fellow English speaking huwhites is now an uncommon occurrence and it is now more common to hear Huangxianzhou1121 scream gibberish in his little fake make believe language. All extract/quest campers have been Chinese and the only time PvE coop occurs is with a fellow whites, they truly are a menace on God's green earth
 
trying to master devops so i can more easily maintain projects, all of my codebases are fucking nightmares rn because i've never, ever tried to organize them.
 
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