
If he's as introverted as the author claims...what is he doing at all these campus parties? Actual introverts hate them, and prefer to be at home doing what they want without judgement. Predictably, Viktor is once again the 'campus slut', because of course every pooner is, fucking and sucking the cock she so desperately wants for herself. One must wonder how people who get routine panic attacks at going shopping for new clothes or order food could be having wild parties where every single orifice gets filled. The math ain't mathing, ho.

Usually, it's considered bad taste to blame someone for their actions regarding things like sexual assault and rape. But it was not written how bad the argument was, and why Viktor specifically went to a campus party vs going for a walk or even seeing a movie. He wears the 'Campus Slut' moniker proudly one moment, and then acts shocked that other males are going to take advantage of him once he gets drunk. You cannot have it both ways.

This could have been avoided had you been a
n actual introvert and stayed home. Try using your intelligence for once. You knew these people were not good.

Gang rape leaves marks, like it or not, and if these men were holding Viktor down, yes, there are going to be bruises. There will be swelling, there will be blood. Magically, Viktor doesn't have any of those, and denies that the rape actually happened via disassociation. But I will agree that he is that fucking stupid: an introvert going to parties and fucking every man in existence, to the point he makes Mattress Girl look like a saint.

Yes, especially with T. Makes you sound like a frog.
"I got into an argument and went to a campus frat party where I am known as a slut and got drugged and raped, and somehow could not put two and two together despite allegedly being a genius." Hate to say it, but these rape trauma fics make me roll my eyes, especially how it could have been avoided. Be an actual introvert and stay home.

You'll see how Viktor actually feels about Jayce in a little bit. He calls him his 'lovable boyfriend' in one moment, and then admits he cannot stand him in another. Classic pooner BPD type.

Well, you could feel safe and protected with a gun. A man can't rape if he's dead. It should also be mentioned that Viktor does not seek medical attention at all, or seek a rape kit. You don't know if those campus frat boys have STDs, either. So despite his inflamed genitalia, he just goes home and sleeps it off.

Indeed it is. The actual Viktor would have avoided this scenario entirely, because he isn't a slut and would be very choosy about who he brings to his room. He also wouldn't get ass-blasted drunk at a party where he doesn't know anyone. That's a recipe for disaster.
So, Jayce takes him to the bathroom and starts undoing Viktor's clothing (?) and Viktor starts having a panic attack. It should be mentioned Jayce did not notice anything was off with Viktor's appearance even when such an assault would be visible. Men who think their victim is down and out will get very grabby, but no one notices anything.

Get it? They called the Campus Slut, previously a mark of pride, a CAMPUS SLUT as well as a tranny, because even though Viktor says he's a True and Honest Man no actual man believes him he went into the scenario like an upset girlfriend vs trying to punch his way out of the rape.
"I didn't mean to get that fucked up" - Well yeah, you did. You had an argument, went to a party where you knew nobody, got ass-blasted drunk, and then got abused. You are known to the entire campus as someone who takes cock for free; this was the end result of that. We don't even know what the argument was even about. Normally, it's considered shameful to blame the victim, but given the timeline of events, Viktor really did walk into this, especially since he's a mature and well-rounded character. If he gets upset, he's going to sulk alone. He's not going to drink with strangers.

Leave it to Caitlyn to notice, and everyone else to decide not to do anything. No one suggests taking him to the hospital to get checked. No one goes to a pharmacy to get Plan B pills. No one does anything to actually address and fix the issue. As a matter of fact, NONE of the rapists ever get identified - despite Caitlyn's investigative skills and Vi's demand for justice. They just...let it go.

That's right: Viktor met Jayce
the night after he got raped. Crazy turn of events. Despite such trauma and despite such subtle, emotional feelings, Jayce has not learned to pick up on his partner's cues. He avoids them because Viktor is a BPD menace who loses his shit when you try to do anything - just like a real pooner. Despite Jayce actively trying to help, Viktor refuses him because of his twisted pride. Jayce is quite literally walking on eggshells and it's all because Viktor doesn't trust him enough to tell him -
even though Jayce hasn't done anything wrong. It's pathetic.

So despite KNOWING your pooner 'boyfriend' has been raped, you can't see the signs? Despite the stories from the Proud Campus Slut, you can't determine that what Viktor went through wasn't consensual? The typical pooner taking all sorts of cock and acting proud enjoys cucking his boyfriend like he's Ramona Flowers? Ho hum.

> Calls himself a proud campus slut
> Shocked to find that it's used as an insult by those who took advantage of said proud campus slut
Despite being enraged about his True and Honest boyfriend being called a tranny, Jayce doesn't actually do anything about it. He doesn't take Viktor to the hospital. He doesn't try to find out who did it. He just lets it go. He lets the genocidal transphobic rapists go. What a star.

I'm sure he wasn't delicate when he got his -ahem- 'front hole' filled with multiple dicks during those campus parties. Seriously, what a fucking way to diminish the seriousness of this story. Actual prostitutes approach their work with more gravity, and they don't even want to be prostitutes to begin with.

I'd rather take my partner to the hospital, because, you know, c
hecking for injury or disease is pretty damn important. If you don't want to involve cops, fine. You have Caitlyn. But not checking to see if anything is damaged is flat out retarded.
You do not know what diseases random men carry. And you T-addled vagina ain't gonna help.

Go to the hospital? But no, Viktor waits THREE FUCKING MONTHS to do anything, and then he realizes that he missed his period. Oh no! Maybe that should've been THE FIRST THING ON YOUR FUCKING MIND AFTER YOU WERE RAPED. If you were off the T shots then you should know this would be issue #1. And testosterone itself DOES NOT PREVENT PREGNANCY. HOLY FUCK, GO BACK TO SEX ED.

> Says he loves Jayce, but wants him to 'back off' even though Jayce is 100% supportive
> Generally treats his boyfriend like shit because he's moody and volatile
> Is just a BPD menace who sucked and fucked hundreds of cocks before Jayce
> Wonders why everyone walks on eggshells around him
What a terrible person.
And yes, three months is quite the time frame for you to realize you're pregnant. You probably should have watched your cycle
like any woman does once she is raped, disassociated or not. But something so simple as taking Plan B would've prevented this. Since this fic is just the author's journal entry, it is safe to assume common sense went right out the window. It's not disassociation. It's retardation.

Jesus fucking Christ, pooners are something else. Women are always anal about unintended pregnancy and for good reason. Pooners think testosterone will top them from getting pregnant when it is not birth control. The fact Viktor can have casual sex and not think there will be any consequences is just amazing.
Ah yes, the abortion talk. But don't worry, Viktor isn't really pregnant. And the random woman isn't a TERF, thank God. Imagine being misgendered over pregnancy! IMAGINE.

Jayce is still oblivious to this, three months later. He may be a dork but he's not that stupid. He'd notice something was off.

You'd a BPD fuck. There, I said it. You live to ruin other people's lives with your emotional instability. This does not make me pity you, but despise you.

I- GEE, YOUR 'BOYFRIEND' GETTING RAPED THREE MONTHS AGO AND THE HEALTH PROBLEMS SINCE THEN DIDN'T CLUE YOU IN? FUCKING HELL, READ THE ROOM YOU RETARDED CUBAN DINGHY FUCK.

Jesus fucking Christ - you haven't done SHIT for three months. WHY would he think you are cheating, especially IN THE FIRST FUCKING PARAGRAPH YOU ADMITTED YOU WANTED TO STAY WITH JAYCE?! In actuality, Jayce wouldn't known something was wrong, and Caitlyn casually telling everyone VIKTOR WAS ASSAULTED should have clued him in.
I hate everyone in this and I do not care if it's a trauma fic. Fucking burn it.
And no, you went to that party and got drunk out of weakness. Weak. A real gay man would've swung hands, slashed tires, stole a Prada bag and beat you with it before getting the YMCA involved. GET ON THEIR LEVEL

I'd be more inclined to believe it wasn't Viktor's fault if he was an actual introvert and stayed home. I'd also respect Jayce more if he, you know, took Viktor to the damn hospital.

Oh no, is the wee pooner having a breakdown? Poor baby, have a tissue. It almost makes one forget you hated your boyfriend and are a BPD bitch for a moment.

If you are having these conversations you are not a healthy couple. One should never be afraid to broach these topics if there is a healthy amount of trust.
> he can't trust himself not to break down if they're at home
Sounds like something that should be addressed, eh?
> Says he can't do the partying scene anymore
That should have been your first priority when you started dating Jayce. Actions have consequences, yadda yadda. And having sex so soon after such an allegedly traumatic incident? Wew, lad.

Right, that's why you proudly called yourself the Campus Slut before you decided Jayce was your man, no STD tests required. Even prostitutes and ex porn stars have more sense.
Gee, I wonder why it takes so long for a partner to reach orgasm a
fter they've been gang raped. This is not difficult to figure out.

Yeah, I fucking wonder why that anxiety is popping up. It's a normal reaction, and I would understand it if Viktor in this was not such a terrible person. Of course we have to have a masturbation scene to 'reclaim' lost power, and of course there's a mention of using a dildo in that 'male vagina' the pooner suddenly came to love
Sharing clothes is what couples do, right? How's that creepy if Jayce is cool with it?
Lmao. Of course there's the hand mention. Viktor's hands are not that much smaller than Jayce's - I've said this many times - but pooners love mentioning Jayce's big hands because their own hands are tiny. Small tell but you'll notice it.
Of course he goes to the doctor for testosterone, but not for anything else. Can't see if anything is damaged with your vagina or reproductive organs - that's too triggering.
> Cock
What, that 2 inch thing? Weak. How's it throbbing if it's so small?

Yes, he's wearing a binder and he wonders how he gets clocked. True and Honest man, everyone!
> He was tired of letting a bunch of rapists dictate how his body reacted, it was his to fuck, not theirs
Problem with that thinking: you've done nothing to actually bring these rapists to justice, be it vigilante or through the courts. You just let them go because something something trauma. Lord knows Jayce would've gone there himself, in the dead of night, to beat the shit out of some rapists. You prided yourself on being the Campus Slut; those same men you used for your own pleasure used you for theirs. And you waited three months to do anything about your own health, so there's that.
> A body never touched by anyone else
> Proud campus slut
KEK

You will after a few years of testosterone, bud.
Ah yes, nothing like rubbing that roid clit. Fun!

> She has good inuition
But Jayce never put two and two together after Caitlyn told him and Vi Viktor was assaulted. He never thought anything more of that, and did jack shit for three fucking months.
> He's been through all kinds of hell and back and crawled out the other side...kicked major ass to keep himself afloat
Before, or after, being the Proud Campus Slut? He based his entire identity on that, and after the rape, did nothing to make sure his health was fine - but he did make sure he got his T. Priorities. Don't get if you get cervical cancer from HPV, or gonorrhea or have your flesh rotted from syphilis, but hey, GENDER AFFIRMING T!
> Admiral
Did Rachel Levine write this?
You're never going to believe what happens after this - Viktor has a mental breakdown after masturbating. There's totally not contextual purpose for that - internal guilt, I assume? - but hey, we need one. Pooners need to have one because they're all BPD nutcases.

Give him another shot of T. He'll be fine.

You had three months to do it, Jayce. THREE MONTHS. Note he never took his beloved to the hospital, never took him to a doctor or suggested it, and s
imply did not conclude that Viktor had been raped. And then he wonders why Viktor is having mental breakdowns, LMAO

> Says he isn't stupid
> Every line of text shows otherwise, i
ncluding the bit where he didn't think his partner was raped despite the graffiti and marks on Viktor's body
Yeah, that's pretty fucking stupid.

Viktor admits their relationship is like being on eggshells because he can't stand Jayce, and Jayce wonders why Viktor is having mental breakdowns because his 'open' partner isn't showing his emotions. This truly is a recipe for disaster. I cannot stand either of them. This is textbook mania, and what a shocker that the pooner has it.

That's not manic depression, you fucktard. Jesus Christ, talk about disproving your point that this character isn't stupid.
Jayce says Viktor is an expert on keeping his life on track. Here is what he hasn't done:
- Seek medical care for the rape
- Make sure no STDs or damage was done to his body
- Oh, and a big one: MAKE SURE THOSE RAPISTS GET PUNISHED. But hey, iced coffee! We've got iced coffee and we're just casually letting rapists stay on campus. Don't you love these people?

Yeah, until you find out your internal organs are damaged from the gang raped you endured, or you have a latent STD like syphilis that further destroys your body. But hey, least you got your T! Because that is what is important, right? Making sure you're a True and Honest Man and not actively going after your rapists and making sure your health is alright. Pooner priorities. Don't you love them? Love it when I can read a pooner's internal thoughts via her special diary. Makes me hate them even more.