3:53 "Draw my life" analysis including her parents leaving her in her carseat, the implications of taking riding lessons, her mom taking her out of school to follow the Jonas Brothers tour, specifying that her mom hugging her isn't incest. There are some modeling photos here I had never seen before. She was a very beautiful child with an interesting face.
7:20 Eugenia recounts a dream she had in which she was sexually assaulted by dogs
8:00 JaclynGlenn tells a story about Eugenia giving a fan who was inappropriate towards her her phone number because she didnt want to be rude.
8:30 Eugenia says that her first kissed happened when she was staying at a hotel in NYC when two guys approached her to "party." She didnt want to be rude so she went with them and they both started making out with her, which did not want to do.
10:00 Eugenia hates Thanksgiving because she gets calls from family members who want to talk to her (because of the holiday i assume?) as well as an aunt and uncle who told her to get off the internet because its not good for her.
11:17 This portion of the video is a discussion of Euegnia's mother
12:20 JaclynGlenn discusses the control Eugenia's mother has over her, like hiring a driver to wait for her while she is out with friends, and her mother "has a weak heart" and could die if she was admitted into rehab.
13:30 Eugenia's mother encourages her to try on a bathing suit in the middle of the store, the samera is focused on her lower torso. Holy shit this is super uncomfortable and weird.
15:50 Eugenia tries on clothes her mom bought for her, she hates them but tries so hard to not hurt her mom's feelings
15:45 Eugenia and her mom are leaving walmart when her mom drops flowers out of her shopping cart and for some reason blames Eugenia for it. She also throws a fit to the wal mart staff to get her money back or something idk
17:00 OnyxPink shows two cooking videos Eugenia made with her mother after she got back from rehab in which she makes meatballs and stuffed chicken. OnyxPink doesn't theorize that her mom intentionally chose these particular items to trigger Eugenia back into her eating disorder (People with eating disorders tend to have aversions towards certain foods, especially meat.), but possibly an inability to truly assess Eugenia's condition.
19:21 "Switching Lives with my Mom" video. Mom and Eugenia roleplay as each other. Mom sees Eugenia as a shallow basketcase and Eugenia plays mom as condescending. "You would be lost without me." Idk why, but this creeps me out just as much as the bathing suit in public video. No hyperbole- her mom makes me physically nauseous.
19:47 "Euegnia's mother is most likely a narcissist." Onyxpink details that Euegnia cannot cook, cannot drive and does not live on her own (and never has) despite being a 26 year old woman. She is entirely dependent on her mother, most likely the result of emotional abuse brought on by her mother.
21:25 Eugenia streams for 6-8 hours, never stopping to eat, drink, or use the rest room.
22:00-23:27 Eugenia seems uncomfortable and anxious about drinking water to clear an itch in her throat. She grabs a bottle of water but BARELY drinks any of it. (to me, it just looks like she is faking it)
24:26 OKAY WHAT THE-- *Conspiracy time* Sometimes when Eugenia streams, a blue tuperware container is in frame and she picks it up and moves it to the same spot in the corner.... and everytime she does someone donates to her. Its totally weird. Is a pervert or an anachan paying her to move the bin to show how weak she is?
26:33 Okay this one is really weird "So this is the outfit guys *sees the blue tub in the view finder* ohmigosh i forgot to move my like make-up bag again, give me a second i'm sorry. I have this big make up thing. Thank you for the bits!"
29:34 Eugenia gets 100 bits from a fan and tells her that she is deserving of love but she cant stand by and watch her do this anymore. eugenia condescends towards her fan. If you have ever seen any of her old videos where fans show their concern about Eugenia's anorexia, Eugenia seems like she is in denial of it. Now, Eugenia seems like she revels in the fact and feels smug satisfaction, like she is finally in control.
30:08 "If you feel that I am having a bad impact on your mental health, I really am sorry about that but I'm not forcing you to watch my content or do anything to hurt yourself at all and I would never want that for you." The statement she says is true however, there is no way that Eugenia doesnt know that the only people who watch her are 1. People who want to be triggered 2. Pervs 3. People who are moribidly curious about her body. She knows what she is doing.
31:20 After she got back from rehab, Eugenia went to great lengths to hide her body from view.
31:58 Spay Day with my Dog thumbnail:
(i just kind of wanted to show this because its Ugly AF and she has some discoloration on her feet)
32:56 Halloween 2020 vs Halloween 2019 (after rehab)
in 2020 she was clearly looking to find a very revealing costume. She is never looking at the camera, only at her self.
2020:
2019:
33:20 Onyxpink says that Eugenia hired an editor to help her create more interesting content
33:34 "Eugenia seems to be aware of her actions. These thumbnails and videos get views because of the shock factor of her body--those that use her as thinspo and those that use her as fetish fuel. She is <i>capitalizing</i> off of her disorder, and she is <i>glamourizing</i> her disorder."
35:10 Eugenia doesn't acknowledge she has a problem anymore; Someone on her stream donates $1 and asks her if she believes she has an eating disorder. Eugenia says she was going through a lot last year but she thinks she is doing better.
36:37 Pro-ana-esqe posts from Eugenia"
(I know this has been mentioned before but the blue butterfly is a reference to pro-ana message boards that only other anachans would recognize)
39:01 Eugenia Cooney is lying about having extensions to maintain the illusion that she is healthy
39:07 OP documents health issues like spasms and twitches. (these are due to electrolyte loss usually) She mentions the lack of color of eugenia's skin, that salivia pools in her mouth as she talks, and she can't close her mouth because of how thin her face is.
40:07 Eugenia Cooney snapchat videos of her stomach growling and denying it.
41:35 "Eugenia is not as nice as she portrays herself to be, and that's okay." It's okay to be sad. It's okay to be angry. It's okay to be human. But she pushes those feelings aside to maintain her princess image which does nothing but allow those feelings to bottle up, and eventually leading to her demise."
42:12 She pushed the people who tried to help her away so the only ones who are left are enablers.
