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If you want great relaxation, nothing beats benzos (well, except Fentanyl, but that's a little dangerous in comparison). Follow the maximum dosing guidelines you can find online, do not mix with alcohol, muscle relaxers, opiates, or barbiturates unless you enjoy tempting fate, with fate being death.
If you want something that is like a great opiate high, but lasts longer, and doesn't involve opiates, you can combine low doses of a moderate strength/long acting benzo with a moderate duration/moderate strength barbiturate. I highly recommend against this. Doing it just wrong is a guaranteed way to die. Also do not mix with alcohol or opiates, since you will absolutely die without a doubt. But, if you know what you are doing, it can really make a bad week at work seem like its on a different mental continent from where you are vacationing for at least 4-8 hours (depending on exactly what you use).
If you want to absolutely become a junkie, try Fentanyl.
Fentanyl is literally the best high I have ever experienced, and it is absolutely terrifying. I have it in my medical record not to use it unless absolutely necessary. Any other opiate, and I have been exposed to a few over the years, in the context of legal, therapeutic medical use, and while I find they take pain away, none of them are anything I'd be interested in taking on a regular basis. I was on hardcore, high dose opiates during recovery from a nearly life-ending car accident, for about 8 months. Stopped cold turkey, and felt absolutely no impulse to take any more. Fentanyl is a different story for some reason. I'd shoot my family and my best friend point blank in the face for a hit after being exposed to it just once. The best way I can describe it is feeling like you are weightless, your entire body wrapped in the softest warm fur, with the same sensation inside your head. No thoughts, no sensations, just pure, durable bliss. If someone told me heaven was like that for eternity, I'd willing give up my life right on the spot. It is ridiculously seductive, so much so, I'd describe it as pure evil. It was how I think of something being biblically demonic. Like it was somehow a living, breathing entity, trying to take my soul. After it wore off, the need for more was essentially primal. I didn't just want it, I desired it, like a lover's touch after a long separation. I would have told any lie, beared false witness against anyone, etc... just for another dose. That's why I told them in a moment of clarity not to give me another dose, regardless of what I said, unless they were certain I was literally losing my mind to the absolute limits of pain and they were certain nothing else would work and the only choices were Fentanyl or a medically induced coma.
I hope I never have to take it again, for any reason. In a weak moment, I can see it consuming a man whole if he was not vigilant.
As far as legal drugs, If I get drunk, I'm a huge downer. It's no fun for me or anyone else.
As far as illicit drugs, I can't tell you anything. The only things I know are prescription pharmaceuticals that were prescribed to me (yes, I know very boring and vanilla).
If you want something that is like a great opiate high, but lasts longer, and doesn't involve opiates, you can combine low doses of a moderate strength/long acting benzo with a moderate duration/moderate strength barbiturate. I highly recommend against this. Doing it just wrong is a guaranteed way to die. Also do not mix with alcohol or opiates, since you will absolutely die without a doubt. But, if you know what you are doing, it can really make a bad week at work seem like its on a different mental continent from where you are vacationing for at least 4-8 hours (depending on exactly what you use).
If you want to absolutely become a junkie, try Fentanyl.
Fentanyl is literally the best high I have ever experienced, and it is absolutely terrifying. I have it in my medical record not to use it unless absolutely necessary. Any other opiate, and I have been exposed to a few over the years, in the context of legal, therapeutic medical use, and while I find they take pain away, none of them are anything I'd be interested in taking on a regular basis. I was on hardcore, high dose opiates during recovery from a nearly life-ending car accident, for about 8 months. Stopped cold turkey, and felt absolutely no impulse to take any more. Fentanyl is a different story for some reason. I'd shoot my family and my best friend point blank in the face for a hit after being exposed to it just once. The best way I can describe it is feeling like you are weightless, your entire body wrapped in the softest warm fur, with the same sensation inside your head. No thoughts, no sensations, just pure, durable bliss. If someone told me heaven was like that for eternity, I'd willing give up my life right on the spot. It is ridiculously seductive, so much so, I'd describe it as pure evil. It was how I think of something being biblically demonic. Like it was somehow a living, breathing entity, trying to take my soul. After it wore off, the need for more was essentially primal. I didn't just want it, I desired it, like a lover's touch after a long separation. I would have told any lie, beared false witness against anyone, etc... just for another dose. That's why I told them in a moment of clarity not to give me another dose, regardless of what I said, unless they were certain I was literally losing my mind to the absolute limits of pain and they were certain nothing else would work and the only choices were Fentanyl or a medically induced coma.
I hope I never have to take it again, for any reason. In a weak moment, I can see it consuming a man whole if he was not vigilant.
As far as legal drugs, If I get drunk, I'm a huge downer. It's no fun for me or anyone else.
As far as illicit drugs, I can't tell you anything. The only things I know are prescription pharmaceuticals that were prescribed to me (yes, I know very boring and vanilla).
