I can't believe I'd forgotten about this shit. What gets me is how "sanitized" the whole process seems to this dude. The fetish pictures OP's out up are clean well-preserved, nicely arranged, fresh corpses that I doubt even a freak experienced with cannibalism would manage.
Like alright, say OP gets his girl from the escort service and manages to kill her. I suppose the agency is just going to forget about her? Yeah it's Amsterdam but it isn't exactly the same shit hole third world country OP is from.
OP clearly doesn't know a damn thing about how he'd properly "cook" or preserve her. The human body is fucking disgusting on the inside and super messy. Based on earlier posts OP thinks he can just "grill" her for a few minutes or shove a rod up her ass and spit roast roast her while keeping her alive somehow? Oh pardon me that's all after the prep where he'd bleed her and remove her intestines and just "throw them away".
Best case scenario OP has a rotten half-butchered corpse and he pussies out before finishing the job. (The smell OP, have you thought about the fucking smell??)