Dr Research i have to say about my stepbrother, some of the things i have written about him in the past i can't believe that i actually said those things. He has done nothing wrong to me and he also has his own disability, all he has done is gotten on with his life which is what i should have done and what i am going to do now.
Just the other week i was talking to this girl on the bus who goes to the same college as me, we were talking for about 15 minuets until i had to get off. This doesn't seem like a big thing but it was for me. I also see her around college and she is really nice, now i have no idea if anything is going to come out of this or not and to be honest i don't mind if it doesn't, i have gained a really nice friend and that is what i need at the moment, i need to stop whinging about how great my stepbrothers life is and how my life is so shit-the reason why my life has been like that was my fault and no one else. Who knows who i am going to meet in the future, i am only 24 years old and hopefully have another 70 plus years ahead of me