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These were a bitch to do because the only photo I could find to compare was done in a stupid black and white filter. Still, I think this could be legit.

@Olhelm What kind of muscle/nerve damage are we looking at here?
 
Olhelm said:
Much better. Upon observation, I can say that the below-knee injury took place after the second picture.

And upon seeing the third in it's proper angle, I can confidently say that the lacerations are NOT fake. The layering of skin and texturing are completely accurate.
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Christ on a stick I was hoping they were fake, what in the name of fuck...
 
What sort of mutilations did she do to herself? I'd like to know, but I don't want to actually see the images.
 
Ification said:
What sort of mutilations did she do to herself? I'd like to know, but I don't want to actually see the images.
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you can literally see muscle and bone. like, really, really deep cuts.
i only looked at two of them and now my arms hurt.
 
Ification said:
What sort of mutilations did she do to herself? I'd like to know, but I don't want to actually see the images.
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Imagine a rare beef roasting joint being carved, the flesh being pulled apart and bone/muscle visible underneath. Now imagine that on skin that looked like badly patched up beige leather.
 
as gruesome as it is i too have a feeling this shit might be makeup and/or photoshop effects. once you get over the initial "JESUS FUCK WHY" it seems fishier and fisher the more you look. for example in that thigh cut picture, referring to the one edited by johnny bravo, i saw little to no subcutaneous fat and its odd she could cut what seems to be at least four inches in without hitting visible bone. also how she manages to get such a clean (as in zero blood) deep cut is baffling to me unless she was just fucking hacking away with a machete before instantly taking a picture after

/medicalsperg. in which someone who knows more than me is more than free to correct me
 
Johnny Bravo said:
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These were a bitch to do because the only photo I could find to compare was done in a stupid black and white filter. Still, I think this could be legit.

@Olhelm What kind of muscle/nerve damage are we looking at here?
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Surprisingly, not much, with what I've seen. The human body is surprisingly good at patching itself up. However, skeletal damage, as well as vascular damage, are a prominent threat here.

See, most of these cuts are not subcutaneous. However, the ones that go deeper (i.e., the prior ankle pic, the below-knee injury, etc.) are incredibly lethal. Cuts that deep give serious risk for infection, leading to various forms of shock. Furthermore, grafting and surgical healing can only do so much. Considering that this many cuts have been grafted and healed over the years, simply walking would put her at risk for severe bone trauma in her legs.

There are no scars along arteries here, so exsanguination is actually unlikely. You gotta look for exposure.

Leafy Path said:
as gruesome as it is i too have a feeling this shit might be makeup and/or photoshop effects. once you get over the initial "JESUS FUCK WHY" it seems fishier and fisher the more you look. for example in that thigh cut picture, referring to the one edited by johnny bravo, i saw little to no subcutaneous fat and its odd she could cut what seems to be at least four inches in without hitting visible bone. also how she manages to get such a clean (as in zero blood) deep cut is baffling to me unless she was just fucking hacking away with a machete before instantly taking a picture after

/medicalsperg. in which someone who knows more than me is more than free to correct me
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She likely knew medicine/anatomy herself, and cut in regions that didn't have high fat-buildup. Less bleeding, and less chance of permanent damage. Not only that, but I suspect low-blood pressure, as well as tourniquet application as explanations for the lack of blood in general.
 
The pictures look like they were taken from the ED offended page. Shit's nasty.

https://www.reddit.com/r/Gore/comme...all_the_coldnessinmyheart_pictures_i/.compact
https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/14564232/

I think Coldness actually did kill herself. One of the reddit posts talks about how it looked like she was building up to it on her tumblr (which was deleted).

@Johnny Bravo Someone made an image similar to your triggered one. https://img.4plebs.org/boards/x/image/1399/60/1399605048786.jpg
 
CephalopodEnthusiast said:
@Johnny Bravo Someone made an image similar to your triggered one. https://img.4plebs.org/boards/x/image/1399/60/1399605048786.jpg
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Damnit, I thought I was being original. :sigh:

Anyway, if she's dead I don't see this thread lasting much longer. You can't milk a dead cow.

I can't say I feel sorry for her. To me these don't look like the actions of someone who values their own life. It seems she got what she wanted. If anything I sympathize with the people in her life who had to watch her do this to herself (unless they were enablers).
 
Johnny Bravo said:
Damnit, I thought I was being original. *sigh*

Anyway, if she's dead I don't see this thread lasting much longer. You can't milk a dead cow.

I can't say I feel sorry for her. To me these don't look like the actions of someone who values their own life. It seems she got what she wanted. If anything I sympathize with the people in her life who had to watch her do this to herself (unless they were enablers).
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Gotta agree there, there are some people who commit suicide where everyone says "Thats tragic, we never would have guessed" etc etc and then there are people like this where the only thing you can say honestly is "Seems about right", someone willing to go this far is someone youre probably not gonna be able to save.
 
Lalala said:
Gotta agree there, there are some people who commit suicide where everyone says "Thats tragic, we never would have guessed" etc etc and then there are people like this where the only thing you can say honestly is "Seems about right", someone willing to go this far is someone youre probably not gonna be able to save.
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Normally, I do not have sympathy towards the suicidal. However, this woman clearly had a mental illness that caused her to create these injuries.

I'm glad she's passed. Not because she should have died or anything, but because she was clearly suffering.
 
sluggo said:
This is just difficult to believe. I can't fathom how she could resist the pain.
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Part of the appeal of self-injury is the pain. Probably endorphins. As with other addictive behavior, the rush from it diminishes and it requires more and more extreme behavior to give the same result. This is really extreme behavior, and I can't think of anything worse, other than people actually amputating limbs (which is usually for a different reason and stops once that is accomplished).

Think of heroin addiction. Most heroin addicts have it pretty bad and keep up a habit that fucks up their lives and takes all their time and money to maintain.

But then you have extreme cases like Layne Staley who just shoots and shoots until he shrivels up into a 60 pound Gollum and dies.
 
Johnny Bravo said:
. It seems she got what she wanted. If anything I sympathize with the people in her life who had to watch her do this to herself (unless they were enablers).
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If they've institutionalized her constantly and she refused to stop then they may have distanced themselves from her for the sake of their own mental health.
It's pretty tragic, but you can't help everyone.
 
Mulligan said:
Here's a thread where she talks about being "clean for 2 years" and cutting
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translated this post, if anyones interested, also not that well done, because i had to redo the translation again and just got annoyed, haha. its actually not that interesting, but whelp, i promised it.

She was just asking if she'd be eligible in her state to receive therapy:

hello!
Haven't be here for some time...
I have been clean for like 3 years now (after 8 years selfharm), but i've never been into therapy. Once i started, but after several attends i realized that me and my therapist just couldnt get along and she couldnt help me at all, hence i broke up.

But lately i've been more and more realizing that i just can't anymore. I'm not cutting anymore, but sometimes i just i long myself back to the old times, where i always had an easy solution for my problems

i feel totally incompetent when it comes to communication, social relationships, interpersonal things in general... even smalltalk seems overwhelming to me nowaday, no softskills (??) at all...

yesterday ive just been realizing that, that i suddenly couldn't stand it anymore and decided - i have to change myself.

but i just cant go into therapy like that?
how severe my mental illness has to be to be eligible to get into therapy?
i feel so horrible, so incomplete and non functioning, but as long i dont cut myself, its not that bad, right?

im aware that cutting myself wont help anymore, since im basically "weaned"
i'm seriously craving feeling mentally healthy. confidence. but i just feel like i'd be not allowed.

is there anyone i can refer to to find out if im entitled to seek therapeut help and if i have chances at all?

i'd be thankful if anyone could help me out, since i'm aware that you guys seem to have experience with it

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Govinda

I start to doubt that its her, to be honest.
 
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If she died, and that's a pretty big if, she definitely died from infection. Look closely at that surprisingly not NFSL pic Meatman posted.

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That highlighted bit there is a tell-tale sign for a serious infection. While I'm not 100% sure I can't tell by the boil alone, it's more likely a staph infection given how it looks like an imploded boil and the yellow tinge of the surrounding tissue. There's also the additional yellow patches elsewhere on the arm that went unhighlighted because I'm an idiot and only noticed them after I began writing this post.

Cause of death? That massive gash in her shoulder got infected and it went untreated for a long while. If she's on so many opiates she can't feel pain, it's no wonder she didn't notice staphilococci feasting on her.
 
I was going to say after viewing some of the pics that (at least I was hoping) this was some extremely unfunny :ruse: posting the most triggering shit ever knowing that it would get all the clickbait.

But after seeing the medical breakdown from @Olhelm (who is awesome thanks), all I can say is... I feel remarkably empty and this person just makes me feel really, really uncomfortable that some people have legitimately done this to themselves and posted pictures of it.

And people like them.

I hate the Internet.
 
I legitimately became ill after seeing this, and I'm from the fucking furry fandom where people invent sick and depraved fetishes every other week. Jesus tittyfucking christ. I have no idea who's worse, the cutter or the retards giving her asspats for having posted this shit. If you're suicidal just fucking eat a bullet or something. This is ridiculous.

Also if this horrorcow is deceased, what all is there to keep track of? She's not going to do anything lulzy (and I use that term in the loosest possible sense) if she's feeding the tree.

edit: I doubt this person had Morgellon's disease. Morgellon's doesn't lead people to wear a sweater made of butterfly razors, people who "have" that "disease" just go around picking at scabs and pimples trying to convince others that the fuzzies from their clothes are parasites and get laughed at for doing so.
 
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