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- Feb 7, 2021
I'm bored as fuck so I'm just gonna sperg about my personal life for a bit; plus whatever I feel like cause I need an outlet and have no-one to really talk to. Let me tell you about my rig; it's very capable. It has a ryzen 7700x paired with a rtx 3050 (it's not for gaming so I don't need anything heavier) and a B650 Asus motherboard. 64gb of RAM running at 6000mhz. I've mentioned this before, but I do not use the consumer versions of windows anymore since windows 10 is no longer supported. I use Windows 11 iot Entperise LTSC. You can, too, all you need to do is follow this link: https://massgrave.dev
For those not in the know, this is the 'business enterprise' version of Windows 11 that's not really meant for consumers, but it works great nonetheless. No complaints except explorer is a bit slow. Doesn't feel nearly as snappy as Windows XP did in the day. It's a shame microsoft has gone backwards in this regard.
Enough of about that. I've been telling anyone who will listen these days that I have a girlfriend. She's very nice, very much my speed. When we first met we talked for hours. I saw her post in the OTP Shipping thread and decided to reach out, and I'm glad I did. I really like her. We exchanged selfies, she's really cute, and she thinks I'm cute, too. It's difficult to predict how our relationship will develop but things have been going pretty good. However recently I haven't been able to get a hold of her. I'm worried she might be in the hospital or something, because even when she's busy or sick she'll usually text me at least once a day.
Let's move on. I lost my job back in December and this sent me into a spiral. I thought I was doing just fine but I really was not an ended up having to be hospitalized. Despite seeing my breakdown coming it really didn't help; BUT I will say, I'm glad I got help, and I'm doing a lot better. Still have to pay this damn ambulance bill though, I'm going to see if they can reduce it. Insurance already paid a good amount but it's...I don't know. Still a pretty decent chunk of change and I'm never above asking for financial help.
For those of you who don't know. I am formally diagnosed with bi polar/mania; this is mainly what I was treated for but I also have a smattering of other mental health problems that I'm not going to get into, but that's like the main one. I take medication for it. It seems to be helping a lot and I'm back to sleeping normally.
I have a debate thread for sponsoring a post where I was looking for women to talk to, specifically bpd women who might know a bit about what I'm going through. I was called out for this, rightly or wrongly I'll let you decide; but really it has nothing to do with a power dynamic type thing and I'm not looking for anyone to control, I just wanted someone to chat with. A few people reached out and entertained me for a while, that's good, that's all I wanted. Really I've just been very restless, there's nothing to do and surfing on the farms and watching youtube gets old after a while. I don't really have any hobbies.
Nobody is hiring and I'm impatient and need a job asap. Discuss? Any questions I'm free to answer. I'm pretty much an open book for anyone curious about more details.
For those not in the know, this is the 'business enterprise' version of Windows 11 that's not really meant for consumers, but it works great nonetheless. No complaints except explorer is a bit slow. Doesn't feel nearly as snappy as Windows XP did in the day. It's a shame microsoft has gone backwards in this regard.
Enough of about that. I've been telling anyone who will listen these days that I have a girlfriend. She's very nice, very much my speed. When we first met we talked for hours. I saw her post in the OTP Shipping thread and decided to reach out, and I'm glad I did. I really like her. We exchanged selfies, she's really cute, and she thinks I'm cute, too. It's difficult to predict how our relationship will develop but things have been going pretty good. However recently I haven't been able to get a hold of her. I'm worried she might be in the hospital or something, because even when she's busy or sick she'll usually text me at least once a day.
Let's move on. I lost my job back in December and this sent me into a spiral. I thought I was doing just fine but I really was not an ended up having to be hospitalized. Despite seeing my breakdown coming it really didn't help; BUT I will say, I'm glad I got help, and I'm doing a lot better. Still have to pay this damn ambulance bill though, I'm going to see if they can reduce it. Insurance already paid a good amount but it's...I don't know. Still a pretty decent chunk of change and I'm never above asking for financial help.
For those of you who don't know. I am formally diagnosed with bi polar/mania; this is mainly what I was treated for but I also have a smattering of other mental health problems that I'm not going to get into, but that's like the main one. I take medication for it. It seems to be helping a lot and I'm back to sleeping normally.
I have a debate thread for sponsoring a post where I was looking for women to talk to, specifically bpd women who might know a bit about what I'm going through. I was called out for this, rightly or wrongly I'll let you decide; but really it has nothing to do with a power dynamic type thing and I'm not looking for anyone to control, I just wanted someone to chat with. A few people reached out and entertained me for a while, that's good, that's all I wanted. Really I've just been very restless, there's nothing to do and surfing on the farms and watching youtube gets old after a while. I don't really have any hobbies.
Nobody is hiring and I'm impatient and need a job asap. Discuss? Any questions I'm free to answer. I'm pretty much an open book for anyone curious about more details.
