A betaetadelota thread being revived? I feel like this is a long time coming.
So let's go into some deets about this guy because he's possibly my favorite harmless lolcow. Meaning he never insults or attacks people because he's too busy feeling sorry for himself.
Here's some background:
Beta is a furry who stayed in heavy denial when he joined YouTube. His fursona is a blatant rip off of hackmon/huckmon. He has no issues sharing all the personal and intimate details of his life on social media and Twitter. He is
extremely needy and borderline obsessed with other popufurs including Majira and the pineapple guy, even talking about wanting to cuddle them and dreams about them. This is where it backfires on him horrendously a he suffers a severe case of senpai-notice-me which when it's not delivered he becomes depressed.
In his breakdown stream he spoke about how he feels he constantly goes above and beyond for fellow furry youtubers at conventions, making himself essentially their little bitch just so he can hang with them. He complains about how he feels he's not appreciated for what he does and that he feels abused and used by them even though he puts himself into this situation. Actually, they don't ask him to do any of that they just want him to be himself. He feels excluded or left out because he doesn't have a fursuit, despite in multiple videos bragging at his popularity despite no suit he still caved to peer pressure and bought one. He made a comment that he wished he'd chosen another maker and already has regrets over it.
He spoke about his fraternity and how they treat him like shit. But ironically one of his roommates showed up during his stream, saw him crying and just treated him with the utmost respect and kindness any human being could give (seriously, this guy was amazing). Adding to the implications that beta may in fact be guilt tripping people into feeling sorry for him over imagined abandonment. During the stream a fellow youtuber tried multiple times to phone him but he never answered.
He also famously dropped the bomb he'd been sexually abused by someone in the past but gave no further details. He also discussed having a crush on Kero before all the drama went down, but it also seems like he has a crush on any popular male suiter. While he's collaborated with Pocari in videos he only did so because she's popular, he's known for shunning female members of the fandom and ignoring their messages to him. Male boyos only.
Beta suffers anxiety and depression, I'd even go as far as to say he's got a lot of the tick boxes for borderline personality disorder from what he's shown (black and white thinking, imagined abandonment, history of abuse, disturbed self perception, unstable relationships, impulsive behavior and emotional instability).
Five videos worth watching to get a grasp of his personality:
Fursuits = popular:
https://youtu.be/shbS-_VLpbE
Suiting as Majira:
https://youtu.be/vrA2B643UDc
How he joined the fandom:
https://youtu.be/jbRfEH2d5FM
First con experience:
https://youtu.be/KNGvX1v3yiM
Post con depression (after only one con?):
https://youtu.be/nflZOYLhmgs
You'll notice a common theme in this videos is segments where he says what is brain is actually thinking, usually something negative about himself.
He's so obsessed with YouTube, youtubers and becoming a popufur that here's the autism thread where he was willing to give up his engineering degree and future to make furry youtube videos:
https://twitter.com/BetaEtaDelota/status/1083912842443665408
(Archive down so I've attached a screenshot)
I'm too lazy to write more just scroll his Twitter and count how many times the talks about wanting to hug a fursuit guy.