Holy shit!
So when I was like 3-5, I was at my friends place for New Years with my family, I kinda wander off by myself and saw this weird cartoon that was on one of the TVs. It was way different than other cartoons I’d seen, really dark and seemed a lot more serious. It actually kinda freaked me out, but it kept holding my attention despite only being able to watch parts of it(because I felt like I was gonna get in trouble for watching it, so I’d change the channel real fast when someone came to check on me). Once I was older, I realized it had been some kind of anime, but I never remembered the name, nor did I really remember enough of the plot to track it down.
But just now on YouTube I clicked an anime shirt film at random and recognized it as part of what I’d seen. Robot Carnival.
https://youtube.com/watch?v=jvdHVE9xRUs
No joke, this thing has been in the back of my mind for almost my whole life. It’s a weird feeling finally finding out what it was.