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I respectfully disagree on the narc point you made. Yeah, she’s a narc, but I think it was born out of necessity. I think she’s actually extremely insecure and she’s projecting HARD to compensate. She clings to the two things that she thinks make her superior, money and notoriety, in order to make up for her lack of personality, intelligence, mobility, looks, hobbies and a general life. I think it’s called vulnerable narcissism or something like that.
3:30 in the morning (my time) you posted this - I hope it wasn't some godawful time where you are, unless you were feeling particularly philosophical. LOL
In any case, I think there's travel between grandiose and vulnerable narcissism, as with any mental disorder. I think all narcs, regardless of where they all on the scale, are insecure, there are just levels of if they actually demonstrate/acknowledge it or not. For every Jim Jones, there's a Big Al, whining about being scared of something seemingly every other day. But there are days when she exudes confidence, like when she repeats for the nth time "I know how to lose weight" or "I don't need accountability". Deep down, she knows these things to be untrue, and we get flashes of that. But the smugness that oozes from her, and her impulsive nonsense - was it that hideous purse in the last vid or two that she saw on IF and just had to go buy it, but in four different colors? - also land her in the grandiose square. While I doubt there is some overt thing to be seen, I'm kind of hoping she wills her body to science when she inevitably dies of some obesity-related issue, so they can study her brain (and bones - you know her bones are JACKED UP from carrying around an extra 500 pounds of crap it wasn't designed for).